0:00My mother once said something harsh,
0:01whoever wants to marry me must give 50 u n.
0:03My older sister then went around telling others,
0:04my younger brother is a bit fat,
0:05a bit dark, and besides being a bit short,
0:07he's still very suitable to be a husband.
0:08Hearing that, her best friends couldn't stand it.
0:10One by one, they couldn't run away fast enough,
0:12until one day, a man with fine eyebrows and beautiful eyes,
0:14Suwanro, appeared in the banquet hall.
0:15In that moment, her best friends all went crazy.
0:17This is the person you said was a bit fat,
0:19a bit dark, your younger brother who was a bit short.
0:21It was only because
0:21Suwanro was famously obsessed with her younger brother.
0:23She was afraid I'd be noticed by her best friends,
0:25so she always claimed to outsiders that I was short,
0:27ugly and stingy.
0:28This caused me to never have dated anyone since I became an adult.
0:30My adoptive parents were worried to death.
0:32What kind of wife are you actually looking for?
0:34If you want to marry my precious little brother,
0:35you have to be better to him than I am.
0:37At that time, I was just burying my head in her arms
0:38so she couldn't see my blushing face.
0:40She didn't know that she was the one in my heart.
0:41My feelings for her were not accepted by society,
0:43so I always hit it very carefully.
0:44Until the night it was discovered.
0:46The woman who Pampered me to the bone,
0:47slapped me for the first time.
0:48Have you no shame? The next day,
0:49she announced her engagement to my best friend.
0:51Don't forget to attend my and Ginian's wedding.
0:53After seeing that, I nearly cried all my tears out.
0:56Just at this moment, the organization for Finding Relatives called.
0:58They said my biological parents have been found.
1:00So I resolved to leave her.
1:01I called my biological parents across the ocean.
1:03Mom, Dad,
1:04I agree to go abroad and live with you.
1:05Hearing me say this,
1:06my parents on the other end of the line were so moved
1:08they burst into tears. That's wonderful.
1:09Xiao you. If it weren't for the earthquake that year,
1:11our family wouldn't have been separated for so many years.
1:13We'll come and bring you home now.
1:15A strange bitterness welled up in my heart.
1:17I took a breath to calm my surging emotions.
1:19Please give me another half a month.
1:20I still have some things to take care of here.
1:21Once I'm done, I'll go over. Right, right.
1:24It's our fault for being thoughtless.
1:25After all, the sue family has raised you for so many years.
1:27I heard that your older sister has doted on you since you were little.
1:29You should say a proper goodbye to them.
1:31Hearing Suwanrao's name mentioned,
1:32my heart trembled slightly.
1:33At 6 years old, a massive earthquake separated me from my parents.
1:36I was eventually arranged by an organization to be adopted by the
1:38ESU family. The Su family is a prestigious old money family.
1:40Father Sue and mother Sue were busy with work.
1:42Although they adopted me, they didn't give me much attention.
1:44Instead of saying I was raised by the Su family,
1:45it's more accurate to say I was raised by suwanru.
1:48At 7 years old, I was afraid of thunderstorms.
1:49She would hold me and sing lullabies to help me sleep.
1:51At 10, I crave the snacks and toys my classmates had.
1:54She bought out the entire convenience store for me.
1:55She spoiled me into a little prince that everyone envied.
1:57At 14, I fainted at home from a fever.
1:59It was she who ran up and down to get me hot water
2:01and even fed me medicine bit by bit.
2:03Whatever I wanted,
2:03she would always manage to bring it to me immediately.
2:05Everyone here
2:05always teased her for being obsessed with her little brother.
2:07No one knew that during those countless nights we relied on each other.
2:10I had long since fallen for Suwanru,
2:11but I didn't dare to confess.
2:13I only dared to secretly write down my feelings for her in a diary
2:15or confide in my good brother, songgenian.
2:17But I never would have imagined that song
2:19Jinnian would tell suwanro about it.
2:21That night, suwanro suddenly burst into my room,
2:23found that diary with a grim expression and tore it to shreds.
2:26She threw the shredded pieces of the diary at me before I could even
2:28Say a word, she slammed the door and left.
2:29After that, she always found ways to avoid me,
2:31never seeing me. Even when we occasionally met.
2:33The look in her eyes was cold and motionless,
2:35as if she were looking at a stranger.
2:37I wanted to go and ask her for an explanation,
2:38but I caught Suwanru and Song Jinying kissing passionately in a corner.
2:41I thought perhaps many things were already faded by the heavens,
2:44faded, that Suwanru and I had no possibility, faded,
2:46that my time in the SIU family these years was just a fanciful dream.
2:49Now I should also return to my own original path.
2:51So I made a decision.
2:52I decided to return to the home that belonged to me
2:54and also decided to let go of my years of feelings for Suwanru.
2:57That day, I went downstairs very early,
2:58seeing my adoptive parents enthusiastically calling me for breakfast.
3:01I smiled obediently and went to sit down beside them.
3:03Then I told them that I found my biological parents
3:05and decided to go abroad to find them.
3:07I let my adoptive parents know this is a good thing.
3:09Xiao you. I'm so happy that you found your real family.
3:11Have you told your sister about this yet?
3:12I was stunned. I have to tell Suwanru.
3:14Her mind is completely focused on Song Jinian. Now.
3:16What difference would it make whether I tell her or not?
3:18What do you want to say to me?
3:19I suddenly Turned my head and saw her standing at the door.
3:21Nothing. You're back, sis.
3:22Hearing this form of address I hadn't heard in a long time,
3:24Suwanru's steps faltered. She couldn't help but give me a deep look.
3:27Since when did I stop calling her sis?
3:28Was it when I was 18, 15 or even earlier?
3:30Now I've started calling her sis again.
3:32Suwan Rao's gaze was profound.
3:33She stared at me for a long time,
3:34feeling that something about me seemed to have changed.
3:36After a long while, she finally lowered her eyes,
3:37withdrawing her gaze.
3:38She walked over and placed the gift she was holding on the table,
3:40speaking nonchalantly. Mom, Dad.
3:42This is a gift genian bought for you,
3:44he said. It's a small token of his appreciation.
3:45He hopes you'll like it. Like it?
3:46Of course we like it. The gifts genian gives are always so nice.
3:49Have you thanked him for us? WANRU?
3:50Next time you visit Genian's family,
3:52bring the jar of black tea from the cabinet.
3:54If you're free this weekend,
3:55invite the boy and his parents over.
3:56It's clear they want to discuss the wedding.
3:58I sat still, watching them quietly.
3:59A feeling of loneliness washed over my heart.
4:01My nails dug into my palm,
4:02then quickly let go. In this moment,
4:04I once again clearly felt that I was just an outsider.
4:06But in the future, I won't have to be troubled by these things anymore.
4:09Thinking of this, I calmly Stood up and went to my room.
4:12Hearing the movement, Suwanru,
4:13who was chatting with her parents,
4:14looked up. She only saw my back disappearing behind the door.
4:16Is it my imagination? Since he came back,
4:18he's only said one sentence.
4:19It's really not like his old personality.
4:21In the afternoon,
4:22I took my household registration book to the police station
4:24to handle the transfer procedures.
4:25As soon as I came down the stairs,
4:26I saw Song Jin and sitting next to Su Wanru
4:28grinning brightly as he watched her peel a Tangerine.
4:30Su Wanru slender fingers nimbly peeled the Tangerine,
4:33then removed every bit of white pith.
4:34She separated half and brought it to Song Jinian's lips.
4:36Song Jinian's cheeks gradually turned red.
4:38He glanced at her,
4:38then obediently bit the Tangerine slice from her fingers.
4:40Su Wanru let out a soft chuckle.
4:42She then pulled a tissue from the box beside her
4:43and carefully wiped the corner of his mouth.
4:45Is it sweet? Song Jinny nodded.
4:47He took the other half of the Tangerine and offered it to Su Wanru.
4:50You should try some, too.
4:50Watching their intimate scene,
4:51I quietly averted my gaze and walked towards the door.
4:53Shall you? I turned around,
4:55I saw him waving at me. Wanru is on leave today.
4:57We've planned to go to the park.
4:58Do you want to come with us?
4:59You two are on a date. It wouldn't be right for me to intrude.
5:01We're all family. What's there To intrude on.
5:03I have something to do. Maybe next time.
5:05Hearing me refuse again,
5:06the smile on Song Junian's face immediately stiffened.
5:08Shall you? Are you still mad at me for stealing your sister?
5:10Is that why you don't want to hang out with us?
5:11The person my sister likes is you.
5:13How can you call it stealing?
5:14This sentence made Song Junian's ears turn red.
5:16Su Wanrou chuckled softly and threw herself into his arms.
5:19If he doesn't want to go, then let it be.
5:20Just ignore him. It should be ignore me.
5:22And while go our separate ways,
5:23each to their own path.
5:24I politely said goodbye to them and turned to leave.
5:26After finishing the household registration transfer,
5:28I left the police station and went to the racing club.
5:30In the office,
5:31there was an entire wall covered with the honors we had achieved,
5:33along with photos from various races.
5:35I looked at it, my eyes filled with emotion and reluctance.
5:37I never expected the farewell to come so suddenly.
5:39Master walked in from outside and patted my shoulder.
5:42Looking at the master who had guided me for 10 years,
5:44the reluctance I had just suppressed welled up in my throat again.
5:46I pinched my palm and took a deep breath.
5:48Master, I'm going abroad soon.
5:50My biological parents have found me.
5:52I want to settle abroad with them.
5:53That's a good thing. So will you continue racing after you go abroad?
5:56Racing has always been My dream,
5:57I won't just give it up. I will continue in the future.
5:59So you're leaving right now.
6:00The biggest national tournament is about to start.
6:02You have a great chance of winning the championship this time.
6:04I've already discussed it with my parents.
6:05I'll head over after I've handled things here.
6:07There's still half a month.
6:08It's just enough time to finish this tournament.
6:09Only then did master feel relieved.
6:10He patted my shoulder. I talked with master for a while longer.
6:12It wasn't until very late that I picked up my bag and headed home.
6:15As a result, as soon as I pushed open the door,
6:16I found that song Ginny was still here.
6:17Listening closely, I realized they were discussing wedding matters.
6:20Those styles of suits and wedding dresses.
6:21I was getting dizzy just looking at them.
6:22I was thinking of asking Shao Yu for his opinion.
6:24After all, we've been good brothers for so many years.
6:26He understands my preferences.
6:27As he said this, I happened to walk in.
6:29Shall you, your brother in law is stressing over this.
6:31How about you go with him for the next few days
6:32to pick out things for the wedding?
6:33I saw the corners of Song Jinyuan's eyes crinkle with a smile.
6:36But the moment our eyes met,
6:37the smile turned into a provocation.
6:38I lowered my eyes and thought and still refused.
6:40Sorry, I'm not free.
6:41The club still has things to do.
6:43I only have half A month left before I leave.
6:44I have a lot of things to take care of.
6:45I don't have any time to go shopping with Song Jinyuan.
6:47But as soon as the words left my mouth,
6:49the atmosphere instantly became heavy.
6:51Your best friend is about to get married.
6:52Can't your matters be put aside?
6:54This is settled. I'll go ask for leave for you tomorrow.
6:56If he was using his status as an elder to force me to take leave,
6:58what right did I have to refuse?
7:00Hearing this, a bitter smile formed on my lips.
7:02I said nothing more. For the next few days,
7:04I was forced to put everything aside
7:05and wholeheartedly accompany song genian to choose wedding supplies.
7:08I originally thought he just needed to pick a few things at the mall,
7:10but I didn't expect him to drag me from the south of the city
7:12to the north.
7:13Major things like a wedding dress and minor things like a wine glass
7:15all had to be decided by me.
7:16Every time I suggested he sent someone to ask Suwanru,
7:18he would say petulantly, why ask your sister?
7:20She's so busy. Besides giving me money,
7:22she doesn't understand anything.
7:23You're still the one who understands me best.
7:25Last time I asked her to choose wedding rings with me,
7:27guess what she did?
7:28She directly sent an entire cabinet of wedding rings to my house,
7:30telling me to choose whatever I wanted.
7:31He complained to me, but his Eyes were full of unconcealable pride.
7:34I listened in silence, not giving him the reaction he expected.
7:37Song Junyan was about to say something else
7:38when the corner of his eyes
7:39suddenly caught sight of the woman at the door.
7:40Wanru, why are you here?
7:42I looked up and saw him running to Su Wan Rous arms.
7:44Didn't you say you wanted to go to the temple
7:46on the mountain outskirts
7:46to pray for blessings? I took half a day off to come pick you up.
7:49Xiaoyu has been with me these past few days.
7:50How about he comes with us?
7:52Suwanru didn't even glance at me.
7:53She just picked up her purchases and walked out
7:55following the distant ringing of bells.
7:56The thick fog gradually dissipated,
7:57revealing the mountain scenery outside the temple.
7:59I bowed my head, staring intently at the stone path beneath my feet
8:02and walked out step by step.
8:03What is this? A voice suddenly interrupted my thoughts.
8:06Looking up, I saw Song Jin and standing in front of a Bodhi tree,
8:08gazing intently at the prayer ribbons hanging on it.
8:10May shall you be happy every year.
8:11May all his wishes come true every year.
8:13May shall you be blessed with good fortune and health in this life.
8:15May he only meet kind people.
8:16May, my boy,
8:17shall you day in and day out,
8:18year after year, be safe and sound.
8:20From the faithful Devotee Suwanru,
8:22I looked at these prayer ribbons again,
8:23my heart Trembling slightly,
8:24my thoughts drifted further and further away.
8:26Because of that big earthquake,
8:27my health has never been good.
8:29A minor illness every three days,
8:30a major one every five, so that I would get well soon.
8:32Suwanru came to the temple every week to hang prayer ribbons for me,
8:34praying for my well being.
8:35I never knew that over the years,
8:37Suwanru had hung so many.
8:38Now these prayer ribbons are still hanging on the tree,
8:40but Suwanru and I can never go back.
8:42The bond between you two siblings is so good,
8:44it makes me feel like a third wheel.
8:45Song Jinnian couldn't read anymore.
8:47His face turned cold and he turned to leave.
8:49Don't be difficult. What third wheel?
8:50You are my husband.
8:51He's just my younger brother.
8:52If you're not happy, they'll have someone take these down.
8:54After saying that, Suwan returned
8:55and told her followers to rip all the prayer ribbons off the tree.
8:58One by one, the prayer ribbons fell to the ground,
9:00casually trampled by people and covered in MUD.
9:03Very quickly, the tree was filled with new prayer ribbons.
9:05On them were all the sweet nothings that suanru
9:07especially wrote for Song Jinyan.
9:09Only then did Song Jinian smile again.
9:10He shot me a smug glance. You did that?
9:12Won't shall you be angry?
9:13How can a younger brother be as important as a husband?
9:15This sentence immediately pleased Song Jinian.
9:17On the way back to the city,
9:17he kept clinging. To suanru,
9:18I sat in the backseat and closed my eyes,
9:20preparing to rest. Suddenly,
9:21the car speed skyrocketed.
9:22I opened my eyes and just as I was about to ask what happened,
9:24a loud explosion suddenly rang in my ears.
9:26The car suddenly lost control,
9:27broke through the guardrail,
9:28flipped several times and finally got stuck in a mountain ravine.
9:31My head slammed hard against the back of the seat,
9:32the impact making my vision go black.
9:34When I regained consciousness,
9:35I found my whole body trapped in the seat.
9:37My arm had been pierced by a tree branch.
9:38And next to me, Song Ginny had also fainted.
9:40He didn't look seriously injured,
9:41just fainted from shock. Sue Wanru,
9:43in the driver's seat, reacted very quickly.
9:44She was the first to break the car window and crawl out of the car.
9:46She staggered a few times before she could stand firm,
9:48looked at me,
9:48who was suffocating from the pain and the unconscious Song Ginny.
9:51She hesitated for only a moment
9:52before hoisting Song Ginny onto her back.
9:54He'll take Ginny first. He'll send someone to get you later.
9:57After saying that, without looking at my expression,
9:58she hurriedly left with Songjin on her back,
10:00as if afraid something bad would happen to him.
10:02The moment I decided to give up on her,
10:03I told myself that I would never cry for her again.
10:05From now on, I would only live for myself.
10:07But when I was alone, pinned By the car in the ravine,
10:09I couldn't help but remember the earthquake from that year.
10:11Back then, I was also buried in the rubble,
10:13in the darkness underground.
10:14There was nothing but me. I was trapped for three days and three nights.
10:17After that, I was adopted by the sue family.
10:20Every day I dreamt of those days during the earthquake
10:22and would cry and tremble under the covers.
10:24Back then, Suwanru would always run into my room,
10:26hold me tightly in her arms.
10:27Don't be afraid. Be good.
10:29I'm here. From now on,
10:30I won't let you suffer any more harm.
10:32But now I watched helplessly as she walked further and further away
10:35until she completely disappeared from my sight.
10:36The sky grew darker and darker,
10:38but I still didn't see Suwanru return.
10:40I laughed bitterly. I gathered my last bit of strength,
10:42ignoring the pain, and struggled to crawl out from under the car.
10:44Then I gritted my teeth and yanked the branch out of my arm.
10:47Finally, I slowly crawled out.
10:48I don't know how long I crawled,
10:49but I finally made it to the main road before completely passing out.
10:52When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a hospital bed,
10:54my arm wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.
10:56My last memory was being rescued by a kind passerby.
10:58And since I was hospitalized,
10:59suwanru hasn't visited me once.
11:01I heard from the nurse that she's taking care of Song Junian
11:03Song Junian was only slightly injured,
11:04but she booked an entire floor for him just so he could recuperate.
11:06Hearing this, I subconsciously looked at my bandaged arm.
11:09I remember the year I was hospitalized for a minor cold.
11:11Suwanru, just like now,
11:12treated it as if facing a great enemy,
11:14staying by my side without leaving for a moment.
11:16On the day of my discharge,
11:17many friends came to see me.
11:18Among them was a girl who used to have a crush on me.
11:20Looking at the bouquet of flowers presented to me,
11:21I subconsciously wanted to refuse,
11:23but the girl hesitantly interrupted me.
11:25Shao, you don't overthink it.
11:26These are flowers to congratulate you on your discharge.
11:28I know you're leaving soon.
11:29I just hope you live well in the future.
11:31Hearing that, I was stunned for a moment before thanking her.
11:33As a result,
11:34as soon as I turned to leave and saw Suan Rose standing at the door,
11:36in my memory, she rarely got angry,
11:38but right now her face was dark.
11:39Her icy gaze stared at the flower in my hand,
11:41and then she immediately turned and left.
11:43I was stunned, a little confused,
11:45not understanding what she was angry about,
11:46but I didn't think too much about it.
11:48As soon as I got home, I put the bouquet in a vase.
11:50Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
11:52I leaned on the wall and slowly went to open the door.
11:54The door opened and Sue Wonrow's face appeared before me.
11:57Ever since she found out about my feelings,
11:58our relationship had dropped to a freezing point.
12:00Suanru never knocked on my door anymore.
12:02What is she doing here now?
12:03Just as I opened my mouth,
12:04suanru threw her arms around me.
12:06Her sudden action made me take a few steps back.
12:08The next day when I came out of the living room,
12:09I saw suanru walking towards me with a frown.
12:11Why are you in my room? Seeing that she had no memory of last night,
12:14I was just about to speak when she coldly interrupted me.
12:16Did you bring me in, Xiaoyu?
12:18I've told you that we're impossible.
12:19Besides, I'm getting married soon.
12:21Have you still not given up?
12:22I froze. Then I lowered my head,
12:24saying nothing. What was the point in saying anything?
12:26The fact that I like her is a sin now in her eyes.
12:28Everything I do is wrong.
12:30Seeing my red rimmed eyes and my silent bowed head,
12:32Xu Wanru's breath hitched slightly.
12:34Just as she was about to approach me,
12:35a gentle male voice came from outside one row.
12:38He walked in from outside and was just about to smile and hug her
12:40when his smile suddenly stiffened slightly.
12:42Why is the corner of your mouth split?
12:44It's nothing. Probably a mosquito bite.
12:46She subconsciously touched her lips,
12:47then gave me a meaningful look.
12:48After that, I no longer saw Suwanru alone.
12:50She was busy with Songjinian
12:52While I had to seize the time to practice that day,
12:53while I was at the racetrack preparing to get in the car for practice,
12:56my master suddenly brought Suwanru and Songjinian over.
12:58Let me introduce you. This is Miss two racer Song Ginny
13:00and was especially recommended to join everyone.
13:02Please give him a round of applause.
13:03Amidst everyone's applause,
13:04my master looked at me standing at the edge and said,
13:06Xiao you. From now on,
13:07you'll mentor Ginny and more.
13:08After the introduction,
13:09my master respectfully LED to wanru and songjunian
13:11to complete the procedures.
13:12The moment the big door closed,
13:13everyone started murmuring.
13:14I heard that songjunian wanted to join our club before,
13:16but his skills weren't good enough,
13:17so he wasn't accepted. Mistou is truly something else.
13:19With just one word from her,
13:20he could just waltz in here like that.
13:22Back then, we had to go through so many trials to get in.
13:24Can't compare. You just can't compare.
13:26The envious words continued one after another.
13:27My gaze faltered for a moment.
13:29No one understood Suwanru better than I did.
13:30She was cold and always abided by principles.
13:32She used to value rules highly
13:33and despite having great power,
13:34she never used her special privileges.
13:36Now for Song Junian, she has broken her own rules for the first time.
13:39It seems she really likes him a lot.
13:40From then on, Song Junian joined the club and I became his senior.
13:43I followed my master's words.
13:44And seriously taught him. But Song Junian wouldn't listen.
13:46He was very perfunctory every time
13:47and found all sorts of excuses not to attend practice every day.
13:49This time, I couldn't stop him in time and he disappeared.
13:51I could only go to the window to call him.
13:53And as a result, I saw Su Wanru.
13:54I didn't look any longer. Calmly,
13:56I closed the window and continued practicing.
13:57I came home very late. As soon as I looked,
13:59I saw Suwanru standing at the main gate.
14:00Her expression was dark and unreadable.
14:01It looked like she was waiting for me.
14:03I was about to walk over and ask her what was wrong
14:04when I heard her cold interrogation.
14:05Shall you, can you stop targeting Genie and all the time?
14:07If you don't like him, just say so.
14:09I was already exhausted after hearing her words.
14:11In that instant, all sorts of complicated emotions rushed over me,
14:13grievance, sadness,
14:14helplessness. Without even guessing,
14:15I knew Song Jinyuan had said something to her to add fuel to the fire.
14:18I didn't explain. I just walked past her and went to my room.
14:20Since then, I've been much more lenient with Song Jinyuan.
14:22This also made Song Jinyuan even more smug.
14:24Every day he'd just show up at the club to sign in and then leave.
14:26Others were indignant and wanted to reason with him,
14:27but I stopped them shaking my head.
14:29This is Song Jinyuan's life.
14:30If he can pass the Exam, he'll be forced to leave.
14:32It's his life. He has to be responsible for it.
14:34Besides, I don't have time to teach him anymore.
14:36I thought that was the end of it.
14:37But I never expected that sueandrew would suddenly come looking for me,
14:40telling me to give my spot in this competition to songjinian.
14:42At first, I couldn't react.
14:43It wasn't until she asked me again if I agreed
14:45that I lifted my head to look at her.
14:46My eyes revealed a cold anger.
14:48You're telling me to give my competition spot to him?
14:50I tried to control my emotions,
14:51but I still couldn't hide the tremble in my voice.
14:53He's your brother in law after all.
14:54Besides, it's just one spot in a competition.
14:56Is it really that important?
14:57Suwanru, you know perfectly well what racing means to me.
15:00Suwanru's heart felt as if something was squeezing it tightly.
15:03She seemed to also remember those years,
15:04remembering how time and time again
15:05I had trained desperately for racing.
15:07Her hands suddenly clenched.
15:08In the end, she said nothing more and silently turned to leave.
15:11Ever since Song Jin Yin, with a single word from suwanru,
15:13joined the club, the club gradually split into two factions.
15:16One faction was LED by me,
15:18striving for our goals. The other faction was LED by Song Jinyuan,
15:20slacking off on training all day,
15:21only thinking about how to suck up to Song Jinyuan
15:23so he would say a few good words.
15:24For them in front of Su Wanru,
15:25seeking more benefits.
15:26The two factions had never directly confronted each other
15:28until after today's practice session.
15:29Shall you? There's something I don't quite understand.
15:31Can you teach me? I am consciously frowned,
15:33about to open my mouth
15:34when the lackey behind Song Jinyuan suddenly shoved me.
15:36What's your problem? Our genian was kind enough to ask for your help.
15:38Why do you have this attitude?
15:39What is your problem?
15:40I'm the one who should be asking what song Genian's problem is.
15:42He had so much time during practice to ask,
15:44but he didn't. He just had to wait until it was over to come and ask.
15:46Is he doing this on purpose?
15:47I didn't want a conflict, so I pulled my friend beside me away.
15:49But the person opposite us thought we were scared
15:51and their words became even uglier.
15:52Scared. Now,
15:53let me tell you something.
15:54Our genian is the future lead racer.
15:56Xiao, you.
15:56The fact that you get to teach him is your honor.
15:58You're just an orphan. If you make arjunian unhappy,
16:00be careful or hell have you thrown out?
16:02One thing LED to another, and I don't know who threw the first punch,
16:03but the two groups immediately rushed at each other
16:05and started fighting. In the chaos,
16:07Song Jinian suddenly came up to me and gave me a hard shove.
16:09I was already standing on the edge of a high platform.
16:11Just as I was about To fall.
16:12I grabbed Song Jinian and pulled him down with me.
16:14The two of us fell from the high place together.
16:16Screams erupted all around.
16:17The scene was extremely chaotic.
16:18When Suwanro arrived,
16:19we were about to be wheeled into the operating room.
16:20Looking at the state of the two of us,
16:22Suwanro's face turned pale.
16:23Her usually calm voice carried a hint of panic.
16:25What's the situation, Miss Toh?
16:26Young Master Zhong and Young Master Song
16:28both fell from the high platform.
16:29Both of their legs are broken.
16:30Furthermore, Young Master Song landed on top of Young Master Zhong,
16:33so his situation is more serious right now.
16:35There's only one dose of the special medicine for fractures,
16:37but Young Master Song will be fine even without the medicine.
16:39What do you think? Give it to Jinnian.
16:40The doctor hadn't even finished speaking when Suwanru cut him off.
16:43Her tone decisive. Hearing her decisive tone,
16:45I, who had just been jolted awake by the pain,
16:46felt like I've been struck by lightning.
16:47She clearly knew how important legs are to a race car driver.
16:50The doctor clearly said that Song Jin's legs would be fine
16:52even without the medicine.
16:53I tried to suppress the pain,
16:54buster my last bit of strength completed tearfully.
16:56Sister, please don't.
16:57I'm begging you. Can you give me the medicine?
16:59It's okay if you don't like me.
17:00It's okay that you left me at the foot of the mountain for a day and a
17:02Night, but you know perfectly well how important my legs are to me.
17:04I can't lose my legs. I still have to pursue my dream.
17:06I'm begging you. At the end,
17:07I was sobbing uncontrollably.
17:09Large bean sized tears rolled down my pale cheeks and fell.
17:12Seeing the boy who never cried no matter how badly he was injured,
17:15crying so brokenly.
17:16Sue Wonrow's hand hanging by her side unconsciously clenched.
17:18Just as she was about to speak,
17:19the unconscious Song Jinnian beside her was also woken by the pain,
17:22remembering the excruciating pain in his legs when he fell,
17:24he also started crying in terror.
17:26Wanru, my legs hurt so much.
17:28Save me. Hearing this,
17:29Suwanru shook off my hand and rushed over to take Songjin's.
17:32Be good. I'll have the doctor give you the special medicine right away.
17:34After saying that, without any more hesitation,
17:36she urged the doctor to inject Song Junian with the special medicine.
17:38I watched the scene from the side
17:40and desperately tried to drag myself towards Song Junian,
17:42fantasizing about snatching the special medicine
17:43from the doctor's hand. But my broken legs pinned my body down,
17:46making it impossible for me to move.
17:48The cold needle pierced Song Junian's leg.
17:50I watched helplessly as the special medicine flowed into his body
17:52bit by bit.
17:53Three days later, I finally woke up from my coma.
17:56This time I saw Suwanru at my bedside.
17:58Her face was weary and the depths of her eyes were Bloodshot
18:00seeing me awake, she tremblingly reached out her hand to help me up,
18:02but I leaned away to avoid her.
18:04Suwanru's hand froze in midair.
18:05After a long moment, she finally pulled her hand back.
18:07She spoke in a horse voice.
18:08Your legs can still walk normally.
18:10It's just that you can't be a race car driver anymore.
18:12In the future, I'll take care of you anyway.
18:14Jinnian is my fiance. I can't just abandon him.
18:16I should have had so many emotions.
18:17I should have been angry, desperate,
18:18sad, miserable,
18:19even screaming.
18:20But all the emotions that had built up inside me in the end
18:22were reduced to only helplessness.
18:23Please leave. A long silence fell over the hospital room.
18:26Finally, suwanro stood up.
18:28She told me to rest well and then quietly left.
18:31I looked at my injured leg and burst into tears.
18:33My racing dream had been completely crushed to ashes.
18:35Ever since the doctor declared that I could no longer race
18:37for the rest of my life, I gradually became a walking corpse.
18:40I no longer cried or laughed,
18:41just sat in a chair staring blankly out the window.
18:43Until the day of the competition,
18:44I ignored the sue family's attempts to stop me
18:46and went to the racetrack.
18:47Sitting in the last row, I looked towards the track,
18:49watching songgenian take my spot on the field,
18:51receiving the applause and fresh flowers that should have been mine.
18:53After The competition ended.
18:54Xu Wanrui walked up with a bouquet of flowers.
18:56Others also came up, one by one to congratulate Song Jinyuan.
18:58Only I sat quietly in my place,
18:59watching people come and go,
19:00finally disperse.
19:01I don't know how long it had been before I finally stood up
19:03and walked over. Seeing me approach,
19:05Sue Wanru instinctively stood in front of Song Jinying.
19:07If you're angry, take it out on me.
19:08Don't hurt him. I'm not angry.
19:09I came to give you two a gift.
19:11This sentence immediately stunned everyone.
19:12For a moment, everyone follow me.
19:13Leaving those words behind,
19:14I walked out of the racetrack.
19:15The moment they walked out,
19:16a firework shot up into the sky,
19:18blooming in an instant. Petals rained down like a shower.
19:20Firework after firework lit up the entire sky.
19:22A flicker of astonishment passed through Suwanru's eyes.
19:24The next second, she heard me say to her,
19:25Suwanru, do you remember the first day I won a racing prize?
19:28You set off a whole sky of fireworks for me.
19:30You said you hope the rest of my life would be brilliant and dazzling,
19:32as free as the wind. Now I'm returning these fireworks to you.
19:35I wish you and my brother in law a lifetime of holding hands,
19:37loving each other until your hair turns white.
19:38The moment the words brother in law left my lips,
19:40Suwanra's pupils contracted sharply.
19:42She instinctively looked towards me.
19:43This was the first time I had Called song,
19:45Ginny and brother in law in front of everyone.
19:46Her heart suddenly tightened just as she was about to speak.
19:49I had already turned and left.
19:50The night before the wedding,
19:51the sue family was extremely busy late at night.
19:52The lights downstairs were bright.
19:54Mother Sue
19:54was directing the maids to prepare the necessary wedding items,
19:56decorating the bridal chamber upstairs.
19:57A light was also on in my room.
19:59I sat on the carpet bit by bit,
20:00putting the gifts Suwanru had given me over the years into a large box.
20:03I packed up each of these gifts,
20:05then carried these boxes and slowly walked downstairs.
20:07The night was quiet.
20:08The whole house was decorated with a joyous atmosphere everywhere,
20:10silently
20:10reminding me that this house was about to welcome a new master.
20:13I didn't look at the decorations in front of me anymore.
20:15I carried the box and walked outside
20:16just in time to run into Sue Wanrow,
20:18who had just returned from the song family's house.
20:20Where are you going? Getting rid of some unnecessary things.
20:23Looking at my retreating back without any hesitation,
20:25her heart suddenly clenched inexplicably.
20:27Ever since that incident, I had become like a different person,
20:29unable to race anymore. She thought I would throw a huge tantrum,
20:31but I was incredibly calm,
20:32so calm it was frightening.
20:34I turned my head to look at her and the next second I heard her say,
20:36Ginny and said, he hopes you will Be the best man at the wedding.
20:38He is my brother in law now,
20:40not my brother.
20:40It's not appropriate for someone of my junior status to do this.
20:42You two should find someone else.
20:44After saying that,
20:44I didn't look at her anymore and walked out step by step.
20:46It's not that it wasn't appropriate,
20:48but that on the day of their wedding,
20:49I had to leave. The night before the wedding,
20:50I held a box and deliberately went to see my adoptive parents.
20:53Dad, mom,
20:54I can't attend sister's wedding tomorrow.
20:56My birth parents have booked me a flight for tomorrow morning.
20:58I will be leaving tomorrow.
20:59Why so suddenly? It's not sudden.
21:01I should have left a long time ago.
21:02Inside is the money I've saved over the years.
21:04It's just enough to pay back
21:05for the past 15 years of the sue family's expenses
21:07for me. I smiled and shook my head.
21:08I took out a thick stack of envelopes from my pocket
21:10and gave it to them.
21:11My adoptive parents saw this and immediately shook their heads.
21:13They wanted to stuff the money back to me,
21:14but I firmly pushed it back.
21:15Please accept it. Then I knelt on the ground
21:17solemnly and forcefully towards the two elders.
21:19I count out three times with a loud thud.
21:20Dad, Mom,
21:22thank you for your care over the past 15 years.
21:24Your kindness and raising me is something I will never forget
21:26in this lifetime from now.
21:27On I can't be by your side often.
21:28I wish you both good health and a long and prosperous life.
21:31When I looked up,
21:31there were tears in my eyes and a little blood on my forehead.
21:33On the wedding day, Suwanru was supposed to go to the wedding,
21:36but she hesitated and didn't leave.
21:37Instead, she paced back and forth outside the room door.
21:39Looking at the tightly shut door in front of her.
21:40Suwanru's heart suddenly ached.
21:42She always felt that she couldn't go,
21:43that if she left, she would lose something very important.
21:45Sister, what's wrong?
21:46I pushed the door open and walked out,
21:47only to see Suwanru standing in front of my door.
21:49The distance and indifference in my eyes made her heart pound
21:51once again. Why don't you come with me?
21:53I was stunned. Follow her for what?
21:55To watch her and Song Jinny and show affection for each other.
21:57I subconsciously looked at the watch on my wrist.
21:59I don't have time. I still have some things to take care of.
22:00I'll go straight to the wedding venue later and wait for you all.
22:02Suwanru was about to say something else
22:04when our adopted mother downstairs urged her.
22:06Suwanru, the auspicious time is almost over.
22:08First there was my refusal,
22:09then there was the urging of our adoptive parents.
22:10But suwanro still hesitated to leave.
22:12It wasn't until the urging grew louder
22:13that she had to suppress the panic in her heart.
22:15Before the Wedding starts,
22:16come find me. I didn't say anything.
22:18I gazed faint as I lowered my eyes.
22:19But Suwanru seemed determined to get an answer from me,
22:21repeating herself once more,
22:22it's very important. You must come find me.
22:24Seeing that she wouldn't leave if I didn't answer,
22:25I had to lie and nod, okay,
22:27I know. These words finally put Suwanru at ease.
22:29Only then did she let go of the hand blocking the door
22:31and turned to leave.
22:32I watched her go downstairs and get into the wedding car.
22:34Then everyone got into the cars behind.
22:36Finally, the sound of firecrackers went off
22:38and the wedding car slowly drove away.
22:39It grew smaller and smaller in my sight until it finally disappeared.
22:42Suwanru, happy wedding. Farewell.
22:44We will never meet again. After saying that,
22:46I carried the suitcase I had packed earlier downstairs,
22:48out the door and walked step by step towards the airport.
22:50My back was resolute, never looking back.
22:52The wedding of the song and to families was big news in the capital.
22:55Countless people went out early,
22:56standing on both sides of the road where the wedding cars passed,
22:59waiting for the sue family to toss wedding candy to the sides.
23:01The blessings were endless.
23:02But in the wedding car, Suwanroo inexplicably couldn't feel happy.
23:05She recalled standing in front of my room this morning,
23:06those few strong heartbeats.
23:07Her heart began to panic again,
23:08always feeling like she had missed something
23:10because the sue Family status is higher than the song Family's.
23:12Suwanroo came in person for this bridal pickup.
23:14The sue family didn't care about old traditions.
23:15They just wanted the public to know that Sue Wanru
23:17marrying Song Jinian was a blessing for the song family.
23:19Their daughter was marrying down,
23:20not marrying up, for a prestigious alliance.
23:22The song family also hung lanterns and decorations
23:24and draped festive silks everywhere.
23:25Song Jinian's groomsmen stood on the balcony
23:27eagerly waiting to see when the sue family's wedding car would arrive.
23:29Finally, the 11:00 o'clock bell chimed.
23:31The sue family's motorcade gradually appeared.
23:32The excited group went over to Song Jinyuan's side.
23:34They're here. They're here.
23:35Miss Sue has arrived. After a round of noisy fanfare,
23:37Song Jinyuan finally went up to the second floor with her bouquet.
23:39Arriving at Song Jinyuan's room.
23:41Seeing Suwanru in her wedding dress before him,
23:42songjunian couldn't contain his excitement.
23:44He was finally about to marry Suwanru.
23:46After some playful banter,
23:47Suwanru and songjunian, as planned,
23:48got into the wedding car to head to the hotel.
23:50On the way, songjunian was gazing at Suwanru the whole time.
23:52He didn't know if it was his imagination,
23:54but he always felt that since the bridal pick up,
23:55Suwanru had been distracted.
23:56He reached out and tugged on her dress.
23:58Suwanru, what's wrong?
23:59Is something on your mind?
24:00You don't seem very happy last night
24:01thinking about getting married today,
24:02I was so anxious, I couldn't sleep all night.
24:04Only Then did songgenian stop overthinking it.
24:06He gently put his arm around her shoulder.
24:07The wedding car stopped in front of the hotel.
24:09The two went into the lounge to rest.
24:10After talking for a while,
24:11suwanru finally got up and went out.
24:13Remembering the words she said to me this morning,
24:14she hurriedly called the butler over.
24:16She told him to go get me before I arrived.
24:18Her heart suddenly felt a drift.
24:19She wanted to tell me that from now on,
24:20Song Jinyun would be my brother in law no matter what.
24:22I thought in my heart, I shouldn't show it in front of Song Jinyun.
24:24After Song Jin and moves into the SIU family home,
24:26I could still live at home.
24:27I wouldn't need to move out.
24:28In his heart, I was still his younger brother.
24:30She thought of many things to say
24:31and even imagined how she should start the conversation
24:33when she saw me. But when she saw that no one was with the butler,
24:35all the words she wanted to say turned into panic.
24:37Where shall you? The butler opened his mouth,
24:39not knowing how to begin. When he was sent by Siu Wanru to find me,
24:42he happened to run into father and mother SIU heading upstairs.
24:44Hearing his purpose, father and mother sue exchanged a look.
24:47Considering the time,
24:47I was probably on the plane by now and the wedding was about to start.
24:50If Suwanru went looking for me now,
24:51she Would definitely discover something was wrong.
24:53Moreover, it would certainly delay the wedding.
24:54So they told the butler to lie to Suwanru
24:56that my leg injury had flared up again
24:57and I had to go home to rest.
24:58To deceive Suwanru,
24:59they even deliberately brought a note I had written before
25:01but had never shown her. On it was my handwriting
25:03stating that I wasn't feeling well and had gone home first.
25:05Suwanru took the note, her brow furrowed tightly.
25:07She always felt that something was not right.
25:10the wedding is about to start.
25:11The bride should get ready.
25:12Suwonro, who was about to move,
25:13pulled her foot back and headed towards the wedding hall.
25:15The butler watched her back and quietly sighed in relief.
25:18The melodious sound of the piano began to play.
25:19Suwonro looked towards the end of the stage
25:21where Song Jinyun was slowly walking towards her.
25:23The smile on Song Jinyun's face was un concealable.
25:25But for some reason,
25:26she suddenly thought about what I would look like in a groom suit.
25:28I've always been mischievous,
25:29so I probably wouldn't wear a traditional suit,
25:30but would wear the black and gold that I like.
25:32He wouldn't wait for her to approach like Song Jinyuan,
25:33but would walk towards me with swift steps.
25:35His face would have a shy smile like Song Jinyuan's,
25:37but a bright and unrestrained grin.
25:39Then he would intimately put his arm around her shoulder,
25:41perhaps She was too lost in her fantasy,
25:42so much so
25:42that when the emcee asked her if she would take the groom before her,
25:45she unconsciously said, my name.
25:46She was still holding the microphone
25:47and the sound carried her voice throughout the entire hall.
25:49The guests were initially surprised
25:50and began to whisper amongst themselves,
25:52isn't Xiao You the adopted son of the SIU family?
25:54Why would the eldest daughter of the SIU family say Xiao Hu's name?
25:56The parents from both families sat in the front row,
25:58their faces even more rigid.
25:59Father and mother SIU instinctively looked at her,
26:01feeling even more anxious.
26:02How could their daughter cause trouble at such a crucial moment?
26:04Father and mother Siu's faces darkened,
26:05turning to father and mother SIU beside them,
26:07demanding an explanation. On stage,
26:08hearing Siu Wan ro say my name,
26:10Siu Junian's face turned pale,
26:11his hand gripping his trouser leg tightly.
26:12He spoke with a tremor in his voice.
26:13Wanru, what are you saying?
26:14He instinctively wanted to take Suwanro's hand.
26:16There was only one crucial step left
26:18and they would become newlyweds.
26:19Why did she say Xiao use name?
26:21If it were before, Sue
26:22would surely have reacted quickly to smooth over this minor incident.
26:25But now she just stared at the guest below the stage,
26:27some strangers, some familiar,
26:28but the figure she was looking for wasn't there.
26:30The next second, ignoring everyone's calls,
26:32she bolted off the stage and ran outside.
26:33Countless People called her name,
26:34some angry, some sad,
26:35some desperate.
26:36But she didn't look back and rushed out of the wedding hall.
26:39Song Jinnian instinctively wanted to chase after her,
26:41but his vision suddenly went black and he fell straight to the ground.
26:43The scene descended into chaos.
26:44Su Wanru got in the car,
26:45slammed on the accelerator and sped straight to the sue family home.
26:48Recalling the look in my eyes this morning,
26:50the yellowed note the butler gave her
26:51and the guilt in the butler's eyes,
26:53a bad premonition rose in her heart.
26:54The car stopped right in front of the sue family's door.
26:56Before she could even park properly,
26:58she was already heading into the villa,
26:59the two story staircase. She climbed in just a few steps.
27:01She strode quickly to my room door and pushed it open forcefully.
27:04There was no one inside. Even all of my belongings were gone.
27:06Suwanor's face froze. She grabbed a passing maid.
27:08Where's my brother?
27:09The young master left with his suitcase early this morning.
27:11The maid was startled by her.
27:12The bad feeling in Suwanru's heart grew stronger.
27:14She pushed the maid away, about to rush downstairs
27:15when she ran right into the furious father and mother
27:17sue returning home. Stop.
27:18Suwanru struggled trying to get away,
27:20but unexpectedly she accidentally slipped and fell down the stairs.
27:22Seeing this, father sue closed his eyes and almost fainted.
27:24This was supposed to be a happy day.
27:26Who would have thought? Such a ridiculous drama would unfold.
27:28The sue family rushed Suwanru to the emergency room,
27:29only to suddenly hear from the doctor that she was one month pregnant.
27:32When the song family heard the news,
27:33they joyfully gathered around Suwanru's hospital room.
27:35They had thought this marriage was completely ruined.
27:37But unexpectedly, things took a turn for the better.
27:39Suwanru was pregnant with a child of the song family,
27:41so she probably wouldn't be able to run away in the future.
27:43Among them, the happiest was Song Jinnian.
27:44He never thought that heaven would be so good to him
27:46at such a crucial moment. It gave her a child.
27:49When Suwanru woke up, she found everyone surrounding her
27:51as if she was someone who needed special Protection.
27:53Suwanru, you're pregnant.
27:54You can't take any risks. Now that you're awake,
27:56hurry up and apologize to Jinnian.
27:57You ran away in the middle of the wedding,
27:58causing everyone to speak ill of Jinnian.
28:00How could Su Wanru agree to go?
28:01She wanted to find me. She wanted to know where I had gone.
28:04Su Wanru sat up from the hospital bed,
28:05intending to go out and find me,
28:06but Father Sue didn't give her the chance to look for me.
28:08He waved his hand,
28:08signaling the servants to come forward and restrain her.
28:10But she didn't give the servants any chance to catch her,
28:12which made Father Sue so furious,
28:13he reeled back. Rebellious child,
28:15what on earth are you trying to Do you're already pregnant?
28:17How can you run around everywhere?
28:18Where in the world did Xiao you go?
28:20Her eyes were red rimmed and her tone carried a hint of pleading,
28:23remembering what the nanny had just said.
28:24Xiao, you was heart beat faster and faster.
28:26Why are you asking about these things?
28:28The most important thing for you right now is to hurry
28:30and go with me to the song family to apologize.
28:32Su Wanru saw that Father Sue wasn't talking,
28:34so she planned to go around him and leave.
28:35Seize her for me.
28:36A group of people rushed forward and forced her in front of Song
28:38Jinyan. Don't you know what day it is today?
28:40You ran away in the middle of it all,
28:42where are the song and sue family supposed to put their faces?
28:44Sue Wanru, if you don't want to marry my son,
28:45just say so. Why did you have to humiliate my family at this time?
28:48How do you expect my son to live after this?
28:50Sue Wanru clenched her fists,
28:51her lips pressed together saying nothing.
28:52At this moment, the hospital room door was pushed open from the inside.
28:55Song Jin Yin's face was pale,
28:56his eyes shut tight. Mother Goo paid him no mind,
28:58hurriedly running after her son to check on his condition.
29:00Why did you run away? To find Xiao you?
29:01Recalling his daughter's series of strange actions today,
29:03an impossible thought popped into his head.
29:05Suwanru clenched her fists.
29:06At a loss for words for a moment,
29:07what was she supposed to say?
29:09At first, she was looking for me
29:10because she wanted to tell me to treat Song
29:11Jinny as my brother in law from now on.
29:13But when she Learned that I had left and was no longer here,
29:15her heart was immediately engulfed by panic.
29:16She wanted to find me, but what if she did?
29:18Suddenly, many images of me appeared in her mind, happy, sad,
29:21devastated, and even my serene expression from this morning.
29:24Gradually,
29:24these images merged into the one from after the diary was discovered,
29:27when I gathered all my courage to confess to her sister,
29:29I like you. A ringing in her ears.
29:30She unconsciously put her hand over her heart.
29:32You went looking for Xiao you.
29:33Was it because you suddenly realized you like him?
29:35He was an experienced man,
29:36after all. After seeing his daughter in the state,
29:38that impossible thought was about to spill out.
29:40If it were before, Suwan would certainly have denied it hastily.
29:42But today, not seeing me at the wedding and not finding me at home,
29:45her heart panicked, wanting to find me immediately.
29:47The feeling she had buried deep inside for so long sprouted once again,
29:50growing into a giant tree.
29:51He is your brother. How could you have such thoughts?
29:53The words she had once said,
29:54spoken again by mother sue.
29:55After three years, a sadness rose from her heart.
29:57Today she finally Understood just how much damage those words could do.
30:00Just a crush, just a secret love,
30:02not even a single word spoken.
30:03No matter how much you like him,
30:04it's useless.
30:05Xiao Hu has already gone abroad to find his biological parents.
30:07He's never coming back. Xiao Hu found his biological parents.
30:10Why didn't you tell me? Why did you hide it from me?
30:11What have you done? Don't you know?
30:13Suwanra's face turned pale,
30:15thinking back on this past month.
30:16To appease songjunian, she tore down the prayer ribbons she hung for me.
30:19She abandoned me alone in the ravine.
30:20She even gave the only dose of special medicine to songjunian,
30:22causing me to never be able to race again.
30:23Her face grew paler and paler,
30:25her steps unsteady. She almost fell to the ground.
30:27The scenery around her blurred.
30:28All she could hear was her chaotic heartbeat and rapid breathing.
30:30I don't care what you thought before.
30:32You're married to Jinnian now.
30:33You're about to be a mother.
30:34Get rid of those thoughts you had before.
30:35Live a good life with Jinnian.
30:37Although Su Wanru ran away halfway through,
30:38everyone, including both the song and Su families,
30:40tacitly acknowledged Song Jinnian as the Su family's son in law.
30:43Su Wan rous lips moved, wanting to say something,
30:44but her vision suddenly went black and she fell straight to the ground.
30:47When she woke up,
30:48she saw Song Junian sitting beside her crying his eyes out.
30:50What happened today? Had dealt him a huge blow.
30:52The most important moment in a person's life is their wedding.
30:54But the person he loved ran away for someone else.
30:56How could he face anyone after this?
30:58On top of her fainting at the wedding,
30:59Suwanru was found to be pregnant.
31:00The doctor had just told her that
31:02because Suwanru was severely agitated,
31:03it was uncertain if she could keep the baby.
31:05Thinking of this, he cried even more sorrowfully
31:07and his resentment for me grew.
31:08Since childhood, he was never my equal in any aspect.
31:10Although the song and sue families had similar statuses,
31:12his parents still coveted the sue family's connections.
31:14They forced him to curry favor with me,
31:15trying to gain some benefits from the sue family.
31:17Meanwhile,
31:17everything in the song family was left to his younger brother.
31:19He had nothing, including his marriage partner,
31:21who also had to be someone who could benefit his brother's future.
31:23Initially,
31:24his parents had chosen for him a hot tempered divorced heiress.
31:27It was he who cried, screamed and threatened to hang himself,
31:29which finally made his parents give up the idea.
31:31To extinguish this idea of his parents,
31:32he had no choice but to find a way out himself.
31:34It just so happened that I had secretly told him that I liked Suwanru,
31:37although he knew I was just the adopted son of the SIU family.
31:39This was definitely improper in the eyes of outsiders.
31:41So he immediately turned around and Told Suwanru,
31:43he originally just wanted to crush my fantasy of marrying up.
31:45But unexpectedly, Suwanru,
31:46wanting me to give up completely,
31:48asked him to act with her.
31:49Of course, he had to seize this opportunity.
31:51After all,
31:51compared to the person his parents had chosen for him to marry,
31:54Suwanru was much, much better.
31:55So he cried a little in front of her,
31:57acted a little and pretended to be considerate of her.
31:59Suwanru couldn't help herself and fell into his trap once, twice.
32:02They finally got married,
32:03but who would have thought Suwanru would run away because of me?
32:06This undoubtedly made him lose face.
32:07His parents were also angry
32:08that he wasn't capable enough to keep Suwanru.
32:10But in front of the Su family,
32:11they still acted pitiful to make the Su family feel even more guilty.
32:13If it were before,
32:14Suwanru would definitely have hugged him and comforted him,
32:16but now she just stared blankly at the ceiling.
32:18This site made Songjin even more dissatisfied,
32:20although he knew they got together initially
32:22because Sue Wanru wanted to use him to provoke me,
32:23to make me give up and stay away from her.
32:25But now he had given her everything.
32:27They were married, yet she was still thinking about me, Wanru.
32:30Siu Wanru looked at him coldly.
32:32His face turned pale. As he was about to say something,
32:34Siu Wanru glanced at her lower abdomen.
32:35The doctor had just told her that she was one month pregnant.
32:37But he had used Protection every time,
32:38except for that time our car crashed into the ravine.
32:40She was comforting Song Jin and didn't have time to use Protection.
32:42Just that one time. If I hadn't left yet,
32:44then having this baby wouldn't be so bad.
32:46But now that I'm gone, this baby is no longer necessary.
32:48Whether it was Songjin or this baby,
32:49they were both just tools for Su wanru to make me give up hope.
32:52Besides, now she had confirmed her feelings for me.
32:54So this baby absolutely could not be kept.
32:55I want to get rid of this baby.
32:57Those six short words made Song Jinny jump to his feet.
32:59But before he could open his mouth,
33:00father and mother Sue burst in.
33:01Father Sue scolded Sue Wanru harshly.
33:03She closed her eyes and fainted on the other side.
33:05After I was picked up by the people
33:06my parents sent and taken to America,
33:07I immediately saw my biological parents standing at the exit
33:10holding fresh flowers, looking nervously into the distance.
33:12I look a lot like my mother.
33:13The reunion after 15 years made us,
33:14the three of us hold each other tightly,
33:16crying non stop. Mother wiped her own tears and looking at me,
33:18her tears fell again. Even after we got home,
33:20she held my hand tightly, refusing to let go. There, there.
33:23Originally, your father and I named you Shin Chan.
33:25It's okay, mom.
33:26Just call me Shin Chan. After all,
33:28I've Already cut ties with the SIU family.
33:29I'm no longer a member of the SIU family.
33:31Of course, I should take my biological parents surname.
33:33Mother nodded excitedly, then suddenly looked at my legs.
33:35Shin Chan, after you come to America,
33:37do you still want to continue racing?
33:38If you do, I'll go contact a club for you right away.
33:40I suddenly froze. Staring straight at my legs,
33:42my eyes suddenly turned red and tears began to fall one by one.
33:45Seeing me suddenly burst into tears,
33:47mother panicked, thinking she had touched a sore spot.
33:49She hurriedly hugged me and apologized.
33:50I'm sorry, Qingchen.
33:51If you don't want to go, we won't go.
33:53Okay, mom,
33:54it's not that I don't want to race anymore.
33:55I recounted the story of how Song Jian pushed me off the high platform,
33:58how Su Wanru gave the special medicine to Song Jian
34:00and everything else. When I got to the part where the doctor announced
34:02I could never race again,
34:03I threw myself into my mother's arms and sobbed uncontrollably.
34:05It had clearly been so long,
34:06but when I brought it up again,
34:07I still couldn't accept this reality.
34:08Mother was both angry and heartbroken.
34:10She comforted me for a long time.
34:11After watching me fall asleep,
34:12she quietly left and made a phone call back to the country.
34:14Lao Ming, I have a small matter I need your help with.
34:16Ever since suwanru became pregnant,
34:18songjunian had moved into the Su family.
34:19Home, he took extremely meticulous care of suwanru.
34:21Whatever suwanru wanted, he gave her.
34:22Her three daily meals never had a repeated dish.
34:24Under the devoted care of the Su family and Songjunian,
34:26Suwanru's chin gradually became rounder.
34:28The only thing that wasn't good was songjunian.
34:29Although he and suwanru had held a wedding,
34:31they still hadn't registered their marriage.
34:32So legally, they were not yet husband and wife.
34:34Today was Mother Sue's birthday.
34:36Even if Su Andrew didn't want to go home,
34:38she had to return. But when she arrived home,
34:39she didn't see a lively scene.
34:40Instead, everyone was gathered around,
34:42pointing and whispering. Her heart immediately panicked.
34:44She hurriedly pushed through the crowd to get inside
34:45and saw Mother Sue trying her best to stop Song Jinnian,
34:47not letting the police take him away.
34:49Asking the people around, she Learned that
34:50my fall from the high platform
34:51was intentionally caused by Song Jinnian.
34:53Every time I practice, I use a camera to record it.
34:55Then I review the footage.
34:56That day before arguing with Song Jin,
34:58I was originally going to turn off the camera,
34:59but I didn't expect to be pushed down by Song Jin.
35:01It just so happened to be caught on camera.
35:02Even if it hadn't been recorded,
35:03there were many people who witnessed it with their own eyes.
35:05At that time, originally,
35:06my close friends wanted to report it to the police,
35:08but because of Siu Wan Row status,
35:09they were stopped by The club senior management,
35:10they were not allowed to go to the police until today.
35:12A transatlantic call came from America.
35:14Only then was this matter brought to light once again.
35:16At the same time,
35:16the fact that Siu Wan Row gave the special medicine to Song Junian
35:19was also exposed.
35:20A series of scandals completely destroyed the SIU family's reputation.
35:22The head police officer had a terrible headache.
35:23Just then, a car horn sounded from behind the crowd.
35:26Everyone turned their heads.
35:27One by one, they saw a stern looking middle aged man get out of the car.
35:29He walked straight up to Sue Wanru.
35:30The man took out a special investigation warrant.
35:32Sue Wanru, you are suspected of harming others.
35:34You are coming with us. After speaking,
35:35without waiting for her consent,
35:36he waved to his subordinates behind him.
35:38Several people rushed forward and directly escorted her into the car.
35:40When Mother Sue saw this scene,
35:41she shouted and wanted to stop them.
35:42Father Sue came to his senses and stopped her.
35:44That middle aged man status was far above his.
35:46Their family simply couldn't afford to offend him.
35:48Meanwhile, the police on this side no longer hesitated.
35:50They dragged songjunian into the police car.
35:51The crowd gradually dispersed,
35:52leaving behind only a mess.
35:54Mother Sue went limp and fell to the ground.
35:55Father Sue hurriedly tried to help her up.
35:56Mother Sue's vision went black and she completely fainted.
35:58In the gloomy interrogation room,
35:59the middle aged Man sat in front of Sue Wanru holding a piece of paper.
36:02He listed her crimes one by one.
36:03The more Sue Wanru listened,
36:04the more familiar it sounded.
36:05She felt that these were exactly the things she had done to me.
36:08I had once asked Mother Sue
36:09about the identity of my biological parents,
36:10but they seemed very scared and avoided talking about it.
36:13When the middle aged man mentioned her
36:14giving the special medicine to Song Junian,
36:15harming Ambassador Zaiyan Son Xiao You
36:17and making it impossible for him to ever race again,
36:18she finally confirmed that Ambassador Zaiyan Son was me.
36:20She agitatedly wanted to stand up,
36:22wanting to confirm this truth with the person in front of her,
36:23but the subordinates behind her held her down firmly.
36:25The middle aged man glanced at her coldly and announced her punishment.
36:28On the other side,
36:29Song Junian situation was even more serious than Su wanrus.
36:32Their investigation also found that Song Jin Han
36:34had intentionally injured others
36:35on more than one occasion.
36:36Besides me,
36:36there were several others he disliked who had also been harmed by him.
36:39Although the song family was powerful and could have protected him,
36:41he had caused so much trouble and provoked someone he shouldn't have,
36:43they directly gave up on protecting him.
36:44In the end, the song family had to pay the victims a large sum of money
36:47to settle the matter. Therefore,
36:48the song family was furious.
36:49They vented all their anger
36:50On Song Jian and directly cut ties with him,
36:52leaving him to fend for himself.
36:53In the end, it was mother sue who took him home.
36:55Previously, Mother Sue had been very fond of Songjin
36:57and she felt he was gentle and sensible,
36:58able to make her cold daughter smile every time he visited.
37:01The house was filled with laughter.
37:02Now that Mother Sue saw the terrible things he had done,
37:03she couldn't be pleasant to him.
37:05Just seeing him gave her a headache.
37:06In the end, she directly moved songjin into the house next door
37:08and sent a few maids over to take care of him.
37:10She also reminded the maids,
37:11just make sure he stays alive.
37:12You don't need to care about anything else.
37:13It was clear that not long ago,
37:14Song Jinying was still an object of admiration for everyone.
37:17But in just one night, he had fallen into the abyss,
37:19becoming the villain in everyone's eyes.
37:20Everyone avoided him.
37:21He had once rebelled and been unwilling to accept it.
37:23But the maids sent by Mother Sue completely ignored his temper.
37:26I advise you to give up on that idea.
37:27If it weren't for the fact that the young miss is carrying your child,
37:29the sue family wouldn't care about you at all.
37:31Song Jin and also thought of the child in sue on Rose's womb.
37:33Only then did he calm down.
37:34After all, he had nothing.
37:35Now the child was his only support.
37:37He had to Ensure that Suwanru successfully gave birth to this child.
37:40Thinking of this, he stopped struggling.
37:41He obediently finished the rest of the porridge.
37:43Meanwhile, in the room downstairs,
37:44ever since Suwanru was demoted,
37:45it was unknown when she could return to the team.
37:47She sat listlessly on the floor,
37:48her legs stretched out casually.
37:50Her hands hung limply by her sides.
37:51Those eyes had lost their former radiance,
37:52becoming dull and cloudy.
37:53The maid brought in a large box and placed it in front of Suwanru.
37:56Young Miss,
37:56these are the items sent back from the garbage collection station.
37:58They said they were things the young master threw away before.
38:00Because the items are too valuable,
38:02they didn't dare to dispose of them casually,
38:03so they sent them back intact,
38:05hearing that they were things I had thrown away.
38:06Sue Wonderous dull eyes suddenly lit up.
38:08After I left, all the things in my room were thrown away,
38:10including the family photo taken before.
38:12She had searched every corner of the house
38:13but couldn't find a single thing related to me.
38:15Sue Wanru forcefully pulled the box over.
38:16Perhaps because she hadn't been active for a long time,
38:18her strength was unsteady,
38:19and the box tore open immediately.
38:20The contents inside all fell out.
38:22After seeing clearly what was inside,
38:23her eyes suddenly widened.
38:24Inside were all the gifts she had given me.
38:25The teddy bear in her hand
38:26was from the first day I came to the sue family.
38:27She gave it to me as a welcoming gift.
38:29At that time, I was so scared I couldn't sleep all night.
38:31It was Sue Wanru who snuck into my room
38:32holding the teddy bear and told me bedtime stories.
38:34She even said the teddy bear was her Avatar
38:36and it would protect me on her behalf.
38:37The leather shoes next to it were from suanru.
38:39The first birthday gift she gave me.
38:40She had specially ordered them from abroad for me.
38:42The remaining boxes were all for my birthdays each year.
38:44The birthday gift she gave me at 12:00am on my birthday.
38:46As the clock chimed,
38:47she would take the prepared gift and place it at my bedroom door.
38:49She never missed a single year until my 18th birthday.
38:51After she discovered the diary hiding my secret feelings,
38:53she never gave me another gift again.
38:55Suwanru looked at each item one by one.
38:56The pain in her eyes grew deeper and deeper.
38:58These gifts were all well preserved by me.
39:00If not for the yellow stains on them,
39:01others would have thought they were new.
39:02She reached out with a trembling hand,
39:04stroking these gifts one by one.
39:05Suddenly, it was as if she saw something else.
39:07From the bottom of the pile of gifts,
39:08she pulled out a diary. Looking at the many pieces of tape on it,
39:10she knew this was my diary that she had torn to shreds.
39:13The boy who used to love calling her sister
39:14Suddenly changed his address,
39:15calling her by her full name.
39:16She thought it was because I had grown up and had my own secrets,
39:19so she didn't think much of it
39:20until Song Jinyan secretly stopped her
39:22and told her all about my feelings for her.
39:23Did she realize that I had liked her for a long time?
39:25At that time, she was first shocked,
39:27which immediately turned into fear.
39:28I had told even my most private matters to Song Jinyan,
39:30and Song Jinyan could never keep a secret.
39:32If one day Song Jinyan were to expose this,
39:34not only her and me,
39:35but even the entire SIU family would suffer a huge blow.
39:37So before this matter was completely exposed,
39:38she only wanted to nip my thoughts in the bud.
39:40She also didn't know how she burst into my room
39:42and didn't know how she tore my diary to shreds.
39:44When she came to her senses,
39:45she saw my tear streaked, heartbroken face.
39:47In that moment, she was truly panicked.
39:48But thinking of the contents,
39:49that panic turned into indignation.
39:51From the first day you came to the Sioux family,
39:52I only ever saw you as a younger brother.
39:54How could you have those kinds of thoughts about me?
39:56If you still want to stay in the SIU family,
39:57then get rid of those thoughts.
39:58Otherwise, it will cause a citywide scandal and everyone will know,
40:01which will completely disgrace the SIU family.
40:03Her hand caressed the torn diary.
40:04She could imagine how devastated I was after she left,
40:06crying my heart out. Then after crying to the point of exhaustion,
40:09how I used tape to piece the torn diary back together bit by bit.
40:12Perhaps because of the immense pain,
40:13the diary still had many wrinkles from dried tears.
40:16The tears had smudged the ink,
40:17and many words were no longer clear.
40:18But one could still feel the deep love I once had for her.
40:21That's why I was so unwilling to give up later,
40:23wanting to save her time and time again.
40:25But she couldn't agree. The disapproval of father and mother
40:27sue alone would have hurt me again.
40:28So to completely sever my feelings for her,
40:30she decided to find someone to put on an act.
40:32After learning of her thoughts,
40:33Song Junian volunteered himself.
40:34She looked at Song Junian's almost collapsing body,
40:36a sense of pity rising in her heart.
40:38But only later did she find out
40:39it was all part of Song Jinyun's calculations.
40:41Everything that followed happened naturally.
40:42She and Song Jinyun grew closer and closer.
40:44The love in my eyes for her also faded day by day.
40:46When she first didn't come home for the night because of Song Jinyun,
40:48when she held Song Jinyun's hand and announced their engagement
40:50and then announced their marriage,
40:51the love in my eyes completely vanished.
40:53All that remained was coldness and distance.
40:54That was after my heart had died,
40:55the only feeling I had left.
40:56For her, clearly,
40:57she was very happy at that time,
40:59happy that I finally no longer loved her.
41:00But now she finally realized her belated love for me was so painful.
41:04A sorrowful emotion spread throughout the room.
41:05She hugged the diary and sobbed.
41:07Gin Cheng Airport, Half a year later,
41:10I set foot on this land once again.
41:11When I went to America before,
41:13I thought I would never come back.
41:14But I didn't expect that after only half a year,
41:16I was back in the country.
41:17This time, I came back on behalf of my mother
41:19to attend her venerable teacher's birthday Celebration.
41:21My mother couldn't return due to work reasons,
41:22so she had me come back to ensure my safety.
41:24She especially asked my younger cousin to return with me,
41:26even though I had only been gone for half a year.
41:28Looking at everything before me,
41:29I felt as if a lifetime had passed.
41:31Xia Jiajang, beside me,
41:32was constantly amazed. He had lived in America since he was a child.
41:34This was his first time back in the country.
41:36Before we came back,
41:36my mother called another close friend in the country
41:38and asked her to take good care of us.
41:39So after leaving the airport,
41:40we didn't go to a hotel. Instead,
41:42we were picked up and taken directly to the goof family's home.
41:44The Goo family lived in the south of Jin Cheng.
41:46It was surrounded by prestigious and wealthy families
41:48and not far From the Goo family's home,
41:49where my mother's teacher lived,
41:50was the place I used to live.
41:52Looking at the familiar street scene,
41:53I was dazed for a moment. I had traveled this road countless times.
41:55At the age of six, when the sue family took me home.
41:57It was on this road at the age of 15,
41:59because I practiced too late,
42:00when Suwanru came to pick me up.
42:02It was also on this road on the day Suwanru got married.
42:04I also saw her wedding car off on this road.
42:06Finally, when I left with my suitcase,
42:07I followed this road to the airport.
42:08As I was reminiscing, a large hand suddenly appeared before my eyes,
42:11waving at me. Only then did I snap out of it.
42:13Why are you so dazed? It's nothing.
42:15The car stopped steadily in the Goo family's courtyard.
42:17Just as we got out, Mother Goo came out to greet us enthusiastically.
42:19We hurriedly took out the gifts we had prepared
42:21and gave them to the maid beside her.
42:22After some pleasantries, Mother Goo pulled us to the prepared rooms.
42:25Your rooms are both on the first floor.
42:26Pushing open the glass door,
42:27you can see the beautiful scenery of the back garden.
42:29After unpacking our things,
42:30we chatted with Mother Goo for a while longer.
42:32Only then did we take the introductory gifts
42:33and walk to the Feng family's home
42:35to visit my mother's teacher.
42:36And before leaving, we told Mother Goo not To save dinner for us.
42:38Mother Goo nodded after reminding us to be safe.
42:40She saw us off.
42:41The distance from the Goo family's home to the fangs wasn't very far.
42:44But Xia Jia Jian was someone who couldn't sit still.
42:45He kept pestering me to tell him stories about Jin Cheng.
42:47Although I had lived in Jin Cheng for 15 years,
42:49I always just went back and forth
42:50between the club and the SIU family home.
42:51I rarely went to other places,
42:52especially after my feelings were discovered by Siu Wan RU.
42:54I went out even less,
42:55except for the time I went to the temple in the mountains.
42:57Hearing there was a temple to visit.
42:58She had Jiacheng clung to me again,
42:59making me promised to take him to pray when I had free time.
43:02She had. Jiacheng had loved to wander around since he was a child.
43:04Originally in America, his aunt would watch over him,
43:06but after returning to the country,
43:07he was like a monkey running wild.
43:08I really couldn't stand his pestering,
43:09so I could only nod in agreement.
43:11After we attend Old Master Fangs birthday Celebration,
43:13I'll take you there.
43:14Sia Gia Cheng was finally satisfied and let go of my arm.
43:16After arriving at the Fang family's home,
43:18the maids were already busy
43:19preparing the necessities for this birthday Celebration.
43:21The butler saw us and hurriedly welcomed us inside enthusiastically.
43:23In the living room, I saw Old Master Fang sitting on the Sofa,
43:25at a glance, I placed the prepared introductory gift on the table.
43:28Old Master Fang, on behalf of my parents,
43:29I wish you a long and peaceful old age.
43:31May you live for 3,000 years,
43:32Chia Jiacheng.
43:33And I also wish you to be as evergreen as a thousand year old tree,
43:35living a long life without a care for the years.
43:36This series of well wishes made Old Master Fang laugh happily.
43:39He patted the armrest of the chair next to him
43:40and hurriedly told us to sit on the sofa.
43:41He asked with concern, how have your parents been these past few years?
43:44Everything is fine. It's just that due to work reasons
43:45they couldn't attend your birthday Celebration.
43:47It's alright. The thought is what counts.
43:49Zhu, take them out for a walk,
43:51come back for dinner in the evening.
43:52You young people should go out more.
43:54I'm old, I can't walk much anymore.
43:56We chatted for a while longer
43:57before bidding farewell to the old master
43:58and going out with Feng Zhu.
44:00On the way, the three of us chatted very happily.
44:02When we got to an interesting part,
44:04fungsi, you suddenly slapped his head.
44:05I almost forgot about this.
44:06It just so happens that half a month ago
44:08I made an appointment with a racing club.
44:09I was planning to go try it out.
44:11I remember Shing Chan used to be a race car driver, right?
44:13How about you help me see if this club Is any good?
44:15If it's not, it'll switch to another one.
44:16But when we two heard this,
44:17our expression suddenly stiffened.
44:19What's wrong? This is,
44:21we probably can't go. My brother
44:22for some reasons doesn't want to go to the racetrack anymore.
44:25Then it's okay, we won't go.
44:26You are the guests.
44:27We must ensure you have a good time here and leave happy.
44:30After saying that, he called the butler beside him to inform the club.
44:32Then he took us to the park on the other side.
44:34In the racing club, Songjunian was coaching a racer on the simulator.
44:37Ever since the incident of him harming others was exposed,
44:39the club was also implicated.
44:40Members continuously transferred to other clubs
44:42because its reputation was ruined.
44:43Fewer and fewer wealthy people joined the club.
44:45In the end,
44:45master had to call in many favors to attract some wealthy individuals
44:48intending to invest in the club.
44:49Just as everyone was practicing enthusiastically,
44:51master suddenly walked in with a dark face.
44:52He clapped his hands. What are you still practicing for?
44:55Everyone go home. Faced with master's sudden anger,
44:57everyone looked at each other in confusion.
44:59Even Song Jinnian, who was sitting on a chair,
45:00stood up. He slowly walked towards master.
45:03Why did we suddenly stop practicing?
45:04How would I know? Just now,
45:06the Fang family sent someone to say
45:07they're not coming to watch anymore.
45:08They won't be investing in our club anymore.
45:10As soon as these words were spoken,
45:11It was like a drop of water hitting a hot pan.
45:12Everyone started chattering noisily.
45:14Some were so worried they even started to cry.
45:15They were counting on this money
45:16to maintain their training and competitions.
45:18Hearing the continuous laments,
45:19Songjunian's face also grew paler and paler.
45:21He clenched his fists and pressed, why?
45:23How would I know? Songjunian didn't know how he left.
45:25The harsh afternoon sun stung his eyes,
45:26but he didn't seem to feel it.
45:28He returned home numbly and ran into suwanru,
45:29who was just about to go out.
45:31He unconsciously spoke up.
45:32Where are you going? What's it to you?
45:33Suwanru paid him no mind at all.
45:34She was about to go out just now.
45:36Mother Sue received an invitation from the Feng family,
45:38inviting them to Old Master Feng's birthday Celebration.
45:40Originally, this had nothing to do with her.
45:41It was because she overheard Mother Sue holding the invitation
45:43say that Ambassador Zia's son would also be attending.
45:46After the incident that day,
45:47everyone knew that Ambassador Zaya's son was me.
45:49Just thinking that she could finally see me again,
45:50she didn't care about anything else.
45:52She prepared to sneak to the Fang family's home to try her luck
45:54to see if she could meet me.
45:55How is it not my business?
45:56I am your husband. We haven't registered our marriage.
45:58The wedding wasn't finished.
45:59You are not my husband. After speaking,
46:01she didn't look at him again and walked straight on.
46:02Song Jinni And gritted his teeth and secretly followed her.
46:05He knew she was in such a hurry,
46:06she must be rushing to see me.
46:07Feng Zui Yu took me and Xia Jia Cheng out for a long time.
46:09Our group only returned happily later.
46:10But just as we reached the main gate,
46:11I saw a familiar figure.
46:13From the moment I completely lost hope in Suwanru,
46:15I never wanted to see her again.
46:16So I subconsciously wanted to take another way.
46:18But the sharp eyed Suwanru spotted me immediately.
46:20Shall you? I sighed
46:21as expected. I still couldn't avoid it.
46:23I turned my head and looked coldly at the person who had just arrived.
46:25Suwanru instinctively tried to come and hug me,
46:27but the two men in front of me blocked her.
46:29If it were before, suwanru would have directly told them to get lost.
46:31But now her status didn't give her that right at all.
46:33Moreover, of these two men,
46:35one was Old Master Feng's grandson.
46:36She absolutely couldn't afford to offend him.
46:38What are you looking for my brother for?
46:39Regarding the things Suwanru had done to me before,
46:41he had also heard about them when they returned to the country.
46:43Mother had reminded him many times
46:44to definitely keep an eye on the sue family,
46:46especially suwanru and Song Jinyan.
46:48Suwanru was stunned by the question.
46:49Her lips trembled. What was she supposed to say?
46:51Say that she only knew her heart after I left and that she
46:53Was only now thinking of trying to salvage things.
46:55As for Song Junian, she could also send him away.
46:57After all, they weren't legally married.
46:58He swallowed, staring at me from behind.
47:00The two of them, we haven't seen each other in just half a year.
47:02I'm in a much better state than when I was at the sue family's home.
47:04Those eyes that were always gloomy are now filled with light.
47:06Shall you? I know I was wrong.
47:07I shouldn't have treated you like that.
47:08I always thought I didn't like you.
47:09It wasn't until you left that I realized
47:11the person I truly like is you.
47:12As for Song Jin. He was just a tool I used to provoke you.
47:14So can you give me one more chance?
47:16She was like a wife who after years of making mistakes,
47:18finally realized her fault,
47:19begging her husband for forgiveness.
47:20Unfortunately, I'm not the type to wait around.
47:22The kind of husband who would take his wife back
47:23once she admits her mistake,
47:24I heard her answer and my heart was filled with sarcasm.
47:26But didn't you say you only saw me as a younger brother?
47:28You said I shouldn't have those thoughts about you,
47:29that if we were exposed, it would bring shame to the sue family.
47:31You use Song Jinying as a tool to provoke me into leaving.
47:33Did I do exactly as you wished?
47:34You were clearly the one who caused all of this.
47:36Now you're the One saying,
47:37you regret it, Su wanru.
47:38How could there be such a good deal in this world?
47:40My every word made Suwanru's fingers tremble slightly.
47:42At first, she just wanted to quickly sever my feelings for her.
47:44So she spoke those cruel words without any regard.
47:46I thought I had long since stopped caring about what happened before.
47:48But when I saw Suwanru again and heard the memories in her words,
47:51the long buried past suddenly surged in my heart.
47:54Suwanru, you asked me to give you another chance,
47:56but why didn't you give me a chance
47:57when our car crashed into the ravine,
47:58when I desperately begged you to give me the special medicine
48:00so I could save my legs? Why didn't you give me a chance?
48:02Why didn't you give me hope?
48:04As I spoke, I swayed,
48:05about to fall. Tears streamed down my face uncontrollably.
48:07My eyes were filled with unwillingness and hatred.
48:09We had known each other for exactly 15 years.
48:11She clearly knew what these legs meant to me.
48:13They were my second life.
48:14But she still let the doctor give the special medicine to Song Jinnian,
48:16who didn't even need it. After that,
48:17I had nightmares for several nights in a row.
48:19Xia Jia Jian, who was beside me,
48:21listened to my outburst and supported me.
48:22With a pained expression, I shook my head and continued to Wanru.
48:25After I went to America, I thought a lot,
48:26it's true, I was too young.
48:27Back then, all I could think about was being with you,
48:29so I didn't consider the consequences.
48:30I understand that you hated me,
48:31resented me, but besides secretly loving you,
48:33I didn't do anything else.
48:34But why did you hate me so much
48:34that you wanted me to never be able to race again?
48:36You kept saying you would support me in the future.
48:38Do you think those words are believable?
48:39Suwanru tried to suppress her breathing,
48:40but my words were like a sharp knife,
48:42ruthlessly cutting into her heart.
48:44She didn't know how to answer.
48:45At that time, she hadn't realized her own feelings at all.
48:47She just thought that doing so would make me give up on her,
48:48which is why she said those things.
48:50Moreover, she was about to marry Songjin then,
48:51and she didn't know his true colors.
48:53She felt that even if I stayed at home and couldn't work in the future
48:55with his ability, supporting me wouldn't be a problem besides Song Jin
48:58and surely wouldn't have minded.
48:59Now everything had changed.
49:00She didn't dare say those words anymore.
49:01I tilted my head and looked behind her.
49:03Someone was hiding there. Timidly,
49:04it was obviously Song Jin Yoon.
49:05Thinking that he was the main culprit who caused my broken leg,
49:07I let out a cold laugh and said loudly,
49:09what are you hiding there for?
49:10Su Wan rou turned her head to look and her face immediately darkened.
49:12Song Jin Yoon had been following Her again.
49:14Go home. Song Jin Yoon was already unhappy after hearing her words.
49:16He was already unhappy now that she shouted at him like that.
49:18Didn't bother hiding anymore.
49:19He stood up and walked over.
49:20He wanted to grab Su Wan rous hand,
49:22but the girl quickly dodged it.
49:23He gritted his teeth and looked at me,
49:24looking me up and down.
49:25His gaze finally landed on my leg and he blurted out,
49:27our club was about to get sponsorship from the Fang family.
49:29Training was going so well,
49:30but master suddenly came in and said the sponsorship was cancelled.
49:32After asking around, we found out it was because you can't race anymore.
49:35So you didn't want to see the club do well.
49:36And told the Fang family to cancel the sponsorship.
49:38Xiao you. You're as selfish as ever.
49:40Shut up. The sue family really knows how to raise someone.
49:42What nonsense are you talking about?
49:43Sue Wanru, disregarding her own body,
49:45slapped him across the face.
49:46Song Junian was slapped to the ground,
49:47his face red and swollen. If you don't know how to talk,
49:49then don't. No one will think you're mute.
49:50Sue Wanru instinctively wanted to chase after me,
49:52but Song Junian pushed her to the ground.
49:54Wanru, I'm your husband.
49:55How can you go chasing after someone else?
49:56Suwanru fell to the ground
49:57and blood from her stomach pooled on the ground.
49:59It was only then that songjunian remembered she was pregnant.
50:01He fumbled to Call an ambulance and took suwanru to the hospital.
50:03When Mother Su heard the news,
50:04she rushed to the hospital.
50:05She slapped songjunian hard across the face.
50:07No longer maintaining her composure,
50:08for the first time, she swore,
50:09you have nothing better to do than cause trouble,
50:11do you? Mother Sue had been resting peacefully at home
50:13when the butler suddenly ran in
50:14saying suwanru was in the hospital.
50:16She was afraid something had happened to suwanru and her grandson,
50:18so she rushed to the hospital.
50:19But she happened to meet a servant from the fun family
50:20at the hospital entrance.
50:22That's when she found out what a foolish thing Song Junian had done.
50:24I was no longer the adopted son of the sue family,
50:26but the son of a diplomat.
50:27Now that the sue family status had plummeted,
50:29they couldn't afford to offend us.
50:30Not to mention when Song Jinyuan was cursing,
50:32the grandson of the Feng family was right there.
50:33The person who received the order to arrest Su Wanru last time
50:36was Feng Ji Yu's uncle. After learning that I was fine,
50:38Mother Sue raised her hand and slapped him hard.
50:40Then she slapped Su Wanru as well.
50:41What is your status now? And what is Xiao you status now?
50:44How dare you go looking for him,
50:45Sue Wanru, with what you've done in the past,
50:47do you think he would forgive you?
50:49Mom, I know what to do.
50:50You're trying to anger me to death.
50:51Her Words didn't bring Mother Sue any relief.
50:53On the contrary, it made her clutch her heart.
50:55After speaking,
50:55Mother Sue didn't look at them again and stormed out the door.
50:57Get rid of those improper thoughts of yours.
50:59The baby is gone. There won't be a next time for this.
51:01This miscarriage was a good thing for her.
51:03she could be free of any burdens or ties and carelessly look for me.
51:06Looking at Suwan Rouse's gloomy face,
51:07Song Jin grinned his teeth.
51:09On the day of old Mister Fangs birthday Celebration,
51:11the guests were as numerous as clouds.
51:13After presenting the birthday gifts,
51:14Shia Giacheng and I stood to the side
51:15quietly talking about going to the temple to offer incense.
51:18It's a bit cold in those mountains.
51:19Remember to wear more clothes.
51:20Also, they have vegetarian food on the mountain,
51:22so just bring some water and biscuits. Okay?
51:24Suddenly, he felt a shadow in front of him.
51:25He looked up and saw suwanro standing before us.
51:27What are you doing here?
51:28Are you guys planning to go to the mountain temple in the suburbs?
51:30I didn't realize you had a hobby of eavesdropping.
51:32I couldn't be bothered with her.
51:33I pulled Sia Jia Cheng to the other side.
51:35Suwanro wanted to follow, but someone came to find her.
51:37Throughout the whole party,
51:38she didn't get another chance to say a single word to me.
51:39In the mountain temple. Outside the city,
51:41the sky was gradually brightening.
51:42The Fog grew thicker. Thick white clouds mingled with the rising mist
51:45enveloping the road surface.
51:46Sia Gia Chung and I walked step by step on the stone path,
51:48slowly heading towards the temple on the Mountain Top.
51:50Not far away,
51:50the sound of Buddhist scriptures echoed and the bell chimed from afar.
51:53In the temple courtyard, ancient trees towered below.
51:55The flagstones were covered in moss.
51:56The wind blew and leaves fell,
51:57making a rustling sound.
51:58The bronze bell hanging on the corner of the eaves chimed.
52:01I took a deep breath and sat on a stone bench in the corner,
52:03watching Xia Jia Cheng like a curious child
52:04looking here and peering there.
52:06It was supposed to be a beautiful moment,
52:07but it was shattered by Su Wanru's appearance,
52:08a lingering ghost.
52:09This was my first thought when I saw Suwanra walking towards me.
52:13Xiao, you,
52:13can we talk properly? I didn't want to talk to her,
52:15but thinking about my impending return to America,
52:17what if she kept pestering me and followed me?
52:18It was better to take this opportunity to make things clear with her.
52:20So I, who was about to stand up,
52:22sat back down. Fine,
52:23what do you want to talk about?
52:24A glimmer of joy flashed in Suwanra's eyes.
52:26She was about to sit next to me,
52:27but I quickly stood up and walked away.
52:28I stopped under a bodied tree,
52:30watching Suwanro follow. I said,
52:32I'm in a hurry. Whatever you have to say.
52:33Say it quickly. Suwanro took a deep breath
52:35and said everything she had wanted to say for the past six months.
52:38She said she never liked Songjin
52:39and that being with him was just an act to make me give up.
52:41She also said that Song Junian
52:42harming me was something she knew nothing about.
52:44That's why she thought of saving Song Junian first.
52:45At that time, after all,
52:46Song Junian was her fiance.
52:47Then.
52:48She also said they had a wedding but never registered their marriage.
52:50The baby was an accident. Mother Sue wanted a grandchild.
52:52Now that she had miscarried,
52:53she would kick Song Junian out immediately.
52:54In short,
52:55she hoped I could come back so we could go back to how we were before.
52:57This was the first time I had seriously looked at the woman before me.
53:00She clearly looked the same as before.
53:01But why did she seem so unfamiliar to me?
53:03Suwanru, regardless of why you and Songjin got together,
53:05you truly hurt me. With Song Jin's guts,
53:08he wouldn't have dared to harm me.
53:09He relied entirely on your indulgence.
53:10You were the one who alienated me first,
53:12was cold to me and hurt me.
53:13He just followed your lead and hurt me along with you.
53:14To be honest, the two of you are a perfect match.
53:16Suwanra's face turned pale.
53:17She didn't expect me to say she and Song Jin were a perfect match,
53:20but she never liked Song Jin,
53:21especially after Knowing his true colors,
53:22she found him even more disgusting.
53:24I didn't look at her at all and continued.
53:26You were the one who pushed me away first,
53:27who made me give up first.
53:28Yes, I really did like you a lot before.
53:30It's because when I came to the Sioux family,
53:31you were the first person to treat me well.
53:33You took up almost my entire youth,
53:34so I developed feelings for you.
53:35But when you pushed me away,
53:36I saw the outside world and realized that I can live without you.
53:39You and Songgen and did so many disgusting things.
53:40Now, with just one word of starting over,
53:42you want to overlook all that and have me get back together with you.
53:44Absolutely not. My leg,
53:45because of you two, I can never race again.
53:47As long as my leg still hurts,
53:48I can never forgive you. Suwanru.
53:50Sometimes you're very selfish.
53:51Although on the surface it seems like you're thinking of everyone,
53:53in reality, it's only for yourself.
53:54You pretended to be with Song Junian to push me away.
53:56Now to win me back, you say you never love Song Junian.
53:59In your mind, we are just your tools.
54:01You clearly said before that you would put me first,
54:03that you would never hurt me.
54:04Suwanru, you were the one who broke the promise first.
54:06On what grounds are you asking me to turn back and forgive you?
54:08Every word of truth made her slowly close her Eyes.
54:11The words she wanted to say became incredibly difficult.
54:13A bitter taste spread in her mouth.
54:14She suddenly remembered a long,
54:15long time ago, the night I was too scared to sleep.
54:18She held a small bear and sat by my bed,
54:19telling me a fairy tale. At the end of the story,
54:21she placed the small bear by my pillow and said with a firm voice,
54:23I will be like this little bear,
54:24protecting you forever. I will absolutely never hurt you.
54:27You will always be my No. 1 choice.
54:28You must be just coaxing me.
54:29No, I'm not.
54:30Let's pinky promise, okay?
54:32If you really hurt me in the future,
54:33I'll never pay attention to you again.
54:34Tears quietly fell from the corners of her eyes.
54:36Suwanru opened her eyes again to look at the person before her.
54:38But I didn't turn back and just walk down the mountain,
54:40shall you? I paused for a moment,
54:41but I didn't turn around. Is there really no chance for us?
54:43Without turning back, I disappeared from her sight.
54:45Suwanru finally covered her face and sobbed.
54:47Wanru, in Songgenian's eyes,
54:48there was no longer hatred or unwillingness,
54:49only sorrow. Before,
54:51in order to climb the social ladder with suwanru,
54:52he did all sorts of evil things,
54:54even losing the only person who was good to him.
54:56After much difficulty, he became the golden son in law everyone admired,
54:58only to find that the woman he loved with all his heart
55:00Already had someone else in her heart.
55:02His eyes were filled with confusion and helplessness,
55:03especially after hearing our conversation.
55:05He finally came to a realization
55:06Suwanru didn't love anyone.
55:08She only cared about herself.
55:09And his sacrifices over the past four years had all gone to waste,
55:11turning into scattered dust,
55:12dissipating with the wind.
55:14He knew that if he were a bit more clear headed,
55:15he should leave Suwanru immediately,
55:16leave the Su family. But now the song family had disowned him
55:19and father and mother sue didn't like him.
55:20The only thing he could do was cling tightly to the woman before him.
55:23So he retracted his sorrow and looked at Suwanru expectantly,
55:26wanting to take her hand. Suwanru,
55:27you still have me. Can we live well together?
55:29But Suwanru, just like me moments ago,
55:31didn't even spare him a glance and turned to leave.
55:32The last glimmer of hope in his heart shattered.
55:34He knew it was impossible now.
55:35I waited at the airport for a long time
55:36before finally seeing Sia Gia Chung
55:38rushing over. Where did you go?
55:39Why are you only here now?
55:40I just went to the hospital to watch a joke unfold.
55:42What joke? Song Junian,
55:43out of love turned to hate,
55:44pushed Su Wanru down the Mountain Road,
55:45causing her to suffer multiple fractures.
55:47Because she didn't receive timely medical attention,
55:49both her legs had to be amputated.
55:50As for Song Junian,
55:51he lost his footing and fell and both his Legs are now crippled.
55:53When mother sue heard this,
55:54she fainted from anger. Father Sue directly told the butler that
55:57after those two are discharged,
55:58to kick them out of the house,
55:59let them fend for themselves.
56:00Unfortunately,
56:01they started fighting again before even leaving the hospital.
56:02They rolled straight down the stairs.
56:04Both of them ended up in a vegetative state.
56:05Happy now. What does it have to do with me?
56:07The plane is about to take off.
56:08I'm going to sleep first. I didn't care at all.