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0:00I had just got an apartment in chicago,
0:02and I did not have enough money to pay the next month's rent.
0:04I wanna share my testimony with god.
0:06I didn't grow up religious.
0:07I've been wanting to share this for a long time,
0:08but I didn't know how. So i'm just gonna do it in the most authentic way.
0:11So I struggled with addiction for eight years.
0:13And I have a whole another testimony that's like
0:15specific to that.
0:16But I wanna talk about something that happened this time last year.
0:19So i've made money in the past.
0:20And I went broke on purpose because I was not happy.
0:23And I spent an entire year just really,
0:25like, going within.
0:26At one point, I had two hundred dollars in my bank account.
0:28I was living in my mom's basement.
0:30Like, it was not good.
0:32At the same time, it was the best thing
0:33because I became happier than I had ever been in my life.
0:36And I learned the lesson that money does not give you happiness.
0:39But of course, yes,
0:39we need to make money. Money is great,
0:41but a lot of us are chasing money from a lack mindset out of desperation.
0:45I was doing this too in the past.
0:46When I got to the point I was like, okay,
0:47I need to make money. I need to work and be an adult now.
0:50The thing I felt most drawn towards was doing tiktok shop.
0:53So I started Doing that, I was posting for like two months.
0:55I was seeing no results. Like,
0:57wasting my time, it felt like.
0:58And during this time, I had just got an apartment in chicago,
1:04So anyone in this situation would be, like,
1:05kind of freaking out. But I decided that I was not going to do that.
1:10I literally got a bible. Like,
1:12I just. I don't know what happened.
1:13It was just something so random.
1:14It was like, get a bible.
1:16I ordered a bible off amazon.
1:17And before I even got the bible,
1:18I just gave everything up to god.
1:21I literally, like,
1:22dedicated my life to god, but also gave away all of my worries.
1:27Anything I was worried about with money?
1:29No, I was giving it to god.
1:30Yes. You'll wake up with feelings of like,
1:32oh, my gosh,
1:32what am I gonna do? I give it to god.
1:34That's it. It wasn't like I was just saying like, oh,
1:36I give my worries to god. Like,
1:38I genuinely was, like,
1:39living now. I was not worried.
1:42That's weird for me, because I was like a very anxious person,
1:44especially around money. Now,
1:46it was a very specific time that I, like,
1:48gave my life to god that I started feeling this, like,
1:51peace within myself when I shouldn't have been feeling peaceful almost.
1:54And within thirty days, i'm not kidding.
1:57Like, you could Say this is coincidence,
1:58but this is a very weird coincidence if you ask me.
2:01I went from forty seven dollars
2:03to twenty five thousand eight hundred in thirty days
2:07for me. In my head I was like,
2:08this is god. I knew that it was god.
2:10Then, you know,
2:11those little doubts creep back in and I started feeling like, oh,
2:13maybe this is just a fluke.
2:15Is it gonna continue happening?
2:16And then I continued on to make four hundred thousand dollars last year.
2:19And then I started getting the urge to help other girls do the same thing.
2:22So that's what I did. I started this account,
2:24I started helping other girls do the same thing.
2:26Then a bunch of other girls lives freaking changed too.
2:29Like this was a calling from god.
2:32And I just felt like went through with what he was telling me to do.
2:35And it changed my life and it changed the lives of hundreds of others girls.
2:39Like god is so incredible.
2:42I wanna talk about it because I did not ever expect myself to be like
2:46somebody talking about god on the internet.
2:48Or even being so like a follower of god.
2:50You know,
2:50someone who is actually like following through with what god is telling me to do.
2:54That intuition, you know,
2:55that's god. I wanna start talking about this more and sharing more about this.
2:59Even though I don't even really know.
3:00Know how to like articulate certain Things about god can be intimidating.
3:05To talk about god
3:06when you think that so many other people are more knowledgeable than you.
3:10But that doesn't matter. That's not the point of what this is.
3:13Or, you know,
3:13that you can say it perfectly,
3:14or this, that,
3:15or whatever. It's that you get the message out.
3:18Like, I want you guys to know that this is what happened
3:20when I dedicated my life to god.
3:22It happened so freaking fast,
3:24and it was just so incredible.
3:27Like, I just have no words for how incredible this has been.
3:30if I can just inspire someone else to open their heart or their life up to god,
3:34I would be very happy. So that's why i'm talking about this,
3:37and I wanna talk about it more.
3:38So we're going to be doing that.
