0:00I want you to think about the most vivid dream
0:03that you've ever had or just a vivid dream that you've had
0:07and think about how you
0:10told people in your dreams things that felt real
0:13you might have like eaten a meal with them you might have
0:16gone on a roller coaster whatever
0:19you had things happen in those dreams that felt very very real to you
0:26okay even if you're someone who's like me who
0:29every once in a while you become like aware
0:31that you're dreaming and you know that you can wake yourself up
0:34um because I've lucid dream since I was probably five and
0:39when you're not lucid dreaming and you're truly in a dream
0:43that all feels very real especially
0:45in those times between the realizing you're in a dream okay
0:49so you wake up all those people that were in your dream
0:56were you
0:58they not even talking conscious creation wise here like
1:03that applies to everything but for this
1:05I'm not even saying like oh they were all you no like
1:08those people like that dream was you
1:12it was
1:14a projection of you like your eyes were closed you might not feel like it's projecting out but like
1:18it was an experience within you
1:22none of that dream
1:23therefore none of those people because the people were of the dream
1:27including yourself could exist
1:29without the dreamer
1:31every circumstance in that dream everything that felt so fixed
1:35so real um out of your control scary good that was all generated
1:45by one mind yours
1:48okay so everything that happened within those the person
1:53if you had a dream
1:55like just I don't know you got a fucking family gathering
1:57and you brought your specific person
2:01every person in your family who has helped you with something
2:04who has hurt you who
2:07you love who you hate who you wish was not there etcetera
2:13was all generated by one mind yours
2:20all of those people were of the same projection
2:25or material the dream you were the dreamer
2:30and every single person inside of that dream simultaneously but
2:36you didn't know it
2:37why didn't you know it because you are so identified in the dream
2:41you were so identified with one person
2:44the person that had your face
2:47you are every single person in that dream
2:51they're all of the same dream material
2:53but you were so identified with yourself
2:55makes sense that's a lot of times how we dream
2:58you were so identified with that character that you forgot
3:03that you were generating everything
3:05which is also just the nature of dreams
3:09that same mind mind does not equal brain
3:15your brain
3:16is a rendering within consciousness that does things that we buy into
3:20to play this game your mind
3:24one mind
3:27that generated that dream
3:29while you were asleep that generated all of those voices
3:32all of those faces any experience that you've had um
3:37you being fucking annoyed that you're
3:39ugly ass family member who
3:42they keep trying to call you ugly is also there whatever
3:46all of that is generated by the same mind that is creating
3:53your reality right now which means
3:56that the way that your specific person
3:58is appearing within consciousness right now
4:01is the same way that those people were appearing within a dream
4:05and this also applies for how your specific person is showing up
4:11mind is generating
4:13this whole thing now take it out of the dream example
4:17if you are generating
4:19the way that you are specific person is showing up via
4:24what you're placing your attention on we're out of the dream remember
4:27okay
4:29if you are sitting there generating it
4:31you are generating any way that they could be
4:35and remember placing our attention is not just seeing something
4:39it is taking it in as true engaging with it
4:45saying that there's legitimacy
4:47by being like oh my god that's real
4:49how should I react to it why is this happening etcetera
4:52they whatever you put your attention on and think is real
4:57even if it's just internal
5:01even if it's not something you've experienced
5:03with your five senses and are saying
5:05that's real in front of me often times we're sitting there saying
5:09that doesn't matter
5:11internally not that we're saying internally we know but internally
5:16we know
5:18this is the way they're showing up
5:20because this is the version of me that is experiencing
5:25this version of them or I am the version of me that is experiencing
5:28this version of them what we place our awareness on
5:32and what we have
5:34sureness in placing our awareness on is what we see however
5:43once again out of the dream if we are so caught up on seeing it first
5:51and then allowing ourselves to identify
5:54we're most likely not going to sit here and see it in its full capacity
5:59in front of us
6:01because when you make that decision on it being who you are
6:07it's not who you are if you then say okay where is it
6:11I'm not saying
6:12this is not a fancy way of saying you're never going to say
6:15see where it is you're never going to see it in front of you but
6:22if you were truly the version of you that had it right now
6:26you would not be sitting there saying well where is it and
6:30do not think that you're spending every singular waking
6:33second with your partner so
6:35why would she do it in front of me no the fuck you wouldn't
6:37all the time get fucking real do you use the bathroom
6:42does your partner come into the bathroom with you yeah I didn't fucking
6:45think so like while you're doing everything come on so
6:50if you're sitting there being like I need to see it before I am it
6:55you're pretty much saying
6:57my wholeness and completeness as source is contingent upon
7:04whether I see this in front of my face or not
7:07which is not knowing your source in the slightest
7:09you're telling me you need someone else who is a fucking rendering
7:14of your imagination in order to play into this human experience
7:21you're telling me that you need them to validate if your source
7:26when they don't even exist
7:30as anything but a rendering that's ridiculous
7:34you are source
7:36independent of anything but independent
7:40of whether you are experiencing that story with your five senses and
7:46it's not that you 100% all the time need to have it
7:49top of mind that you are source and I'm 100% conviction it no
7:53but if you're sitting there
7:56thinking that oh this is just gonna happen
7:59when I think I'm a regular schmegular human
8:02and I don't want to even think
8:06of the fact that I could be sourcing
8:08control things which is ridiculous you have to buy in at some point
8:12you should be
8:15sitting with yourself
8:15and thinking not as a doing thing not as a do do do more
8:20but instead as a hey I would like to know myself
8:24as this you should be sitting with the idea of
8:27what does it mean to be source what does it mean to be all there is
8:29and you don't have to sit here and do it
8:31for fucking ever but like think about it
8:34because if you actually know what it means to be source
8:38you don't have to be worried about every single fucking thing because
8:43you will have the reasoning
8:45underneath of why you don't need to flip every thought
8:48why you don't need to be perfect all the time
8:51why if you have a feeling come up
8:53it does not have to matter why if you have thoughts pop up
8:57it's not just you
9:00knowing your source
9:02is the only self concept you'll need
9:06because it trumps
9:07all of that you don't need to sit here and work on shit
9:11because if you're source you know that
9:18how you identify your state
9:21is what comes to fruition and you have the reasoning and logic