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0:00I get jealous easily. I won't even lie about it.
0:02And it's not because I don't trust you.
0:04It's because when I care about someone,
0:06I care a little too much. When I love,
0:08I don't do it halfway. I don't do kinda.
0:10I don't do. Sometimes I give all of me.
0:13And that's why it scares me.
0:14So, yeah,
0:15when I see you laughing with someone else
0:16or giving attention that used to be mine,
0:19my chest tightens, my mind starts running,
0:22my heart gets loud.
0:24It feels like I'm watching myself lose something I'm not ready to lose.
0:28It's not about control. I don't want to own you.
0:30I don't want to cage you. I just get scared.
0:33Scared of being replaced. Scared of not being enough.
0:37Scared that maybe someone else will make you feel something I can't.
0:40And that thought, it eats at me more than I'll ever admit.
0:43I know jealousy isn't cute.
0:44I know it makes me look insecure.
0:46I try to hide it, I try to swallow it,
0:48but sometimes it leaks through.
0:50Because I feel things deeper than most people realize.
0:54I overthink, I worry.
0:56I imagine scenarios that never happened.
0:58And I hate that about myself,
1:01but it's how I'm wired. When I care,
1:03I care with my whole chest.
1:05And honestly,
1:06if I get jealous, it's only because you mean something to me.
1:10Because your presence affects me.
1:12Because the thought of losing you,
1:14that hits harder than anything else.
1:15In my life, I don't wanna be the jealous type.
1:19I don't wanna be the person who gets scared
1:21every time someone else makes you smile.
1:23I'm working on it. I really am.
1:25But I hope you understand that my jealousy doesn't come from anger.
1:29It comes from love. Because when someone matters to you this much.
1:34It's impossible not to feel scared of losing them.
